i honestly never thought I would would be adding to my story but how wrong I was. I suppose my only saving grace is I openly admitted I have always had a thing about black guys.And had the most incredible sex on my first experience which I related on here,We both knew and accepted it was a one off,And I really thought life would go back to normal.But it has not turned out that way. Before that that night I had a good sex life with my partner,and he always left me satisfied.but the next time we made love it was anything but good.I did not enjoy it at all in fact for the first time ever I went dry,and we could not continue.Which I was pleased about. It caused a small row but as soon as he went to sleep I felt the urge to masturbate fantasia get it was a black guy having sex with me.The next day as I thought about it I realised that I only wanted sex with black guys.It made me realise that maybe my enjoyment that first time was partly having a black guy inside me insofar as it was both daring and against the way I was brought up as in reality my parents were borderline racists. I think Realised there and then my relationship was over.I also found out that he actually had sex with someone on his so called Golf weekend which gave me the perfect excuse to not let him touch me.it was like I was being pushed into the arms of black guys. Then Friday night I went out with a girl at work,something I would not have been allowed to do before. We ended up in a club and although it was evenly mixed I only had eyes for the black guys in there, At first I thought nobody had noticed,But I was obviously mistaken.After a while I saw a black guy who I was immediately attracted to,It seemed every time I looked at him he was staring back at me, My friend by now had also noticed,And said don't mind me go and have a drink with him.I felt slightly guilty but the temptation was really getting to me,And as if bang on cue they came over and joined us.The four of us sat there talking and I felt his hand stroking my leg which I never resisted.he motioned for me to dance which I did,Then he suddenly kissed me to which I responded I am 30 years old but felt like a teenager having their first real kiss.I was jelly in his hands and when he said come back to mine I had no hesitation in agreeing to I had no problem saying to my friend I was leaving and his friend and mine seemed to be getting on well now anyway.we both knew what was going to happen,As soon as we got behind closed doors,our tongues were in each other's mouths we went to the bedroom where I stripped down to my panties the sight of his black hands on my breasts was nearly giving me a orgasm I sat on the bed as he undid his belt and I pulled his jeans and pants down to reveal his semi hard black cock.I had no hesitation taking him in my mouth as I said before oral is not one of my favourite things but this was different, I was loving the sensation,he moved me round fully on the bed and guided himself into meI thought I was going to explode with pleasure my head was a meets with pleasure and I truly believe a lot of it was I was being fucked by a black guy. I felt his hot breath on my neck as he whispered I am coming and felt my legs wrap round him leaving him no option but to come inside me which he did.I can honestly say I had never experience a feeling like it.I opened my eyes and seemed to have another orgasm at the thought of his black seed inside me, I am on the pill but once again I found myself hoping just one of his swimmers gets through. We both lay back and kissed for a while before we had sex again and again he came deep inside me. I am still with my partner so staying the night was not a option So I had to leaveI know I should have felt guilty but I did not have a scrap of guilt in me. Call it lust but all I felt was happiness that I had a black guys cum deep in me I really don't know how I managed not to say to the cab driver take me back. I let myself in and seeing my partner asleep on the sofa I just looked at him and thought no white guy will ever touch me again.which on reflection was a bad thought but it was how I felt.The saying once you go black you never go back.Which in my case is true. I am not silly and I know my choice will bring problems but I will have to live with that as it's what I want.Thats not saying I will fuck any black guy,But if there's a attraction there my body is there for the taking. As I said I am 30 and obviously my body clock is ticking.And like all women I want a baby and although I would never trick a guy I am seriously thinking of coming off the pill and leaving it to nature. I am aware my baby will be Bi Racial.And am perfectly fine with that, I suppose I am saying I don't need a ring on my finger for a lover to impregnate me. The amazing thing is this has all happened within a month