We've been together for 10 years or so, both early 40's and in reasonable shape. I've always liked to wear female underwear while solo wanking but hadnt a lot since we met up. As things were a bit quite on the nooky front I drifted back into raiding her undie drawer for my wanking sessions. A usual session would see me dressing up in bra and panties, putting on some make up and getting out her rabbit or the strapon that I had bought but which we had never used. I particularly liked a padded bra which give me the illusion that I had nice tits and usually ended up with a well lubed dildo in my ass. I always found these solo sessions satisfying and it probably stopped me from trying to explore my fantasies with O. One afternoon recently I was looking forward to her going out and couldnt wait to get into some sexy undies. 30 minutes after she left I got undressed in the bedroom and selected my favourite panties and the usual padded bra. I applied some make up and got out the toys. I was lying on the bed with a dildo in my ass very aroused when I heard a car pull up. I had just managed to get the dildo out and was in the process of removing the panties wondering how the fcuk am I going to explain this as there was no way I could restore the place if she came into the bedroom. The front door opened and she called out my name. I was terrified....what would she think, would she be turned off, would it ruin whatever sex life we had left. I shouted out that I was in the bedroom and I could hear her footsteps turn and make for the bedroom. At this stage I was under the covers with the toys covered up beneath the duvet. "You OK?" She asked, "Fine, bit of a headache" I replied, feeling a bit lightheaded. She looked at me as if she didnt quite believe me and said that she hoped I wasnt going solo. She sat on the side of the bed but I had the duvet up to my neck as I still had the bra on. She put her hand under the cover and immediately touched the rabbit that I had covered up. "oh you have been playing" she said pulling back the covers. Its fair to say that my dick, which minutes previously felt like it was 2 foot tall had practically shrivelled to invisibility. "What are you up to?" I couldnt tell if it was a playful tone or an accusation....To be continued.....