I must confess I am not a swinger,in fact I only came across this site during lockdown,

I have been with my boyfriend for six years and to tell the truth we both know it’s going nowhere, we don’t live together in fact if it wasn’t for sex we are miles apart.Sounds harsh but the reality is it’s more a habit than anything else, I like most white girls have often wondered what sex with a black guy was like but never acted on it. And if it was not for this site probably never would have,

What I noticed was all the stories of girls that had gone with black guys all said how much they enjoyed the experience and would do it again,my own thoughts were I can’t see how it could be that much difference,and my mind began to go wild,I dreamed of as soon as lockdown was over I was going to fuck a black guy safe in the knowledge I couldn’t, but when lockdown was over I still couldn’t get it from my mind,and the more I tried to put it from my mind the more I thought about it, I am fairly attractive with a nice figure and knew it wouldn’t be that hard to make it happen but I was scared as there is still a stigma attached to it around here, plus I was in a relationship.

So what I done was downloaded a App,as I knew if I was going to do it,it could not be around here for fear of being seen.I got plenty of likes but none from black guys I was seriously thinking of coming off the App but then I got a like from a black guy,and only because he was black liked back.Actually he was quite nice looking but that was not the reason I liked him my wanting to fuck a black guy had become an obsession,We began to message each other and arranged a date away from where I live I actually felt a little guilty as from what he said he wanted a relationship with a white girl whereas I just wanted a fuck to feed my obsession.It was easy for me to get away as I said I don’t live with my boyfriend so I booked a hotel overnight and went for the date, I can’t say I wasn’t nervous because I was.We arranged to meet in a wine bar and now the reality was coming true I nearly didn’t go through with it.but I was away from home with a hotel paid for so thought what the hell I can have a drink with him and nothings lost. I got a cab to the wine bar and on entering we saw each other and he stood up to greet me,and I have to admit his photo never lied he was dishy,we sat down and was so at ease with each other I also liked the fact people could see I was with a black guy. Although I very much doubt anyone noticed. There was a small dance floor and that was where we shared our first kiss I knew there and then he would be coming back to the hotel with me. I couldn’t believe I actually said to him do you want to come back to my hotel a offer he jumped at.On arriving back at the hotel he asked if I fancied a drink in the bar first,but I said no let’s go to the room,looking back I may as well have said no let’s go and fuck.On entering the room we kissed and went straight to the bed I sat down and removed my top clothes he stood in front of me and I began to unbuckle his jeans on pulling then down I came face on to his stiff black dick and I could feel myself getting so wet,I do give oral but have to be in the mood,but I just wanted to taste him so didn’t hesitate to take him in my mouth,I felt my hand wrap around his shaft and suddenly tasted the saltiness of his pre cum,on my tongue.I moved around and removed the rest of my clothes I wanted him inside me,He removed the rest of his clothes and moved to enter me,Iwas so wet he slipped into me easily.God I have never been fucked like it I couldn’t believe he was taking me places I had never been,he was whispering to me but I truthfully never heard a think such was the pleasure I was feeling as he was going or seemed to be going deeper into me than I had ever felt I felt him tense and saw his face change as he emptied himself into me, I think we both climaxed at the same time, He rolled from me and we both just laid back trying to catch our breaths,I knew I just wanted him in me again which he duly did it’s hard to believe the second time was as good as the first,And we fell asleep wrapped in each other’s arms,I woke up first and considered a shower but stupidly did not want to wash him from me.I got up and made two coffees from the tray,and turning around saw he was awake he had pulled back the bedclothes to reveal his erect black penis motioning me over I saw then why I felt he was fucking me deeper he was everything we had heard about black men not massive but bigger than I had ever seen or felt before,He didn’t need words to tell me he wanted me to suck it and I did not need telling,I took him in my mouth only this time he held my head and I knew he wanted to cum in my mouth a new experience for me,but something I willingly let happen I suddenly felt a warm coating on my tongue as he came in my mouth,and looking back I swallowed it all not because he wanted me to but because I wanted to.I truthfully wanted to stay all day but we had to vacate the room.So we had breakfast and parted with him promising to message me,which never came I thought about this because I knew I wanted it to happen again but considering the way I let him have me so easily if he was looking for a serious relationship I didn’t give a very good impression,

But what I can say is I know fully understand when girls say they only want sex with black guys. Because although I know I have to end my relationship as I am now in that category I have had sex with another black guy as a one night stand and know there will be more.I did go black although more to see if the stories are true,and now know once my relationship is ended I won’t be going back.