Not really a story, more an observation. Mrs N is the love of my life. She is just so sexy and fun to be with. However she has lost a lot of libido over last few years and finds it very hard to get aroused. Anyway to cut to chase I've been dressing up sometimes and last night I went down into the lounge dressed in all my finery. She looked a bit sheepish as usual and I could tell not excited at all by it (fair enough) so I went upstairs and got chatting to another CD which soon developed into a skype call where we both wanked together. It was nice and the other guy had lovely big hard dick. I had shut the door but Mrs N peeped in and could see the other guy and my hard cocks out. Again she didn't seem too get too excited about but didn't moan or criticise so all good.

I still felt a bit guilty so went upstairs and wondered if things might be a bit frosty. She asked me if I'd done this much. I truthfully replied yes I have and she asked me if I often spunked with other CDs and again I said yes. I asked her if she'd like to masturbate on cam with her toy in front of other guys and she replied yeah OK. Lets do it. Main condition being that she could hide her face. Anyway it went well and soon she was enjoying her toy. It's one of those new vibrators that induce a slight vacuum on your clitoris and she seems to love it. Lot of appreciation from the guys on cam and one or 2 of them spunking for her so it went well and she seemed to get quite aroused,

Anywaythe revelation for me was after. We had a really good fuck sesh with me in my gear with me in my cage licking her out till she couldn't stand it any more and then a good hard shag.

When we'd finished we were down in the kitchen and she came out with something that quite surprised me. She blurted out that her libido was really low of late. She told me that she really struggles to get aroused but is annoyed with her body and mindset and still loves sexy fun still when it happens.

Us guys get into such a rut with our ladies, simply because we struggle to talk to them about how we are feeling. it's too easy to think "oh my woman has gone off sex" , so it's OK to cheat on her. I mustn't fall into that trap as if I do I know it will end in tears. So I must Man up which isn't easy for a cucky LOL, say what is going through your head and see if there is a solution. Mrs N is off to the doctors next week for some more blood tests and for first time is going to ask about HRT as she is just as frustrated by her lack of horniness compared with when she was younger.

Not sure how this will pan out as at end of day we are not getting any younger but life is too short in my opinion and while we still can sexy fun is still something to be enjoyed before it's too late.