How does this work? Well I know I'm a submissive, I've known for more than forty years. I'm now 58 and my submissive tendencies are getting stronger. I used to have a Mistress, her name was Cheryl - but she passed a year and a bit ago. Anyone who knew her, including her husband would have been really shocked had they known anything about her sexuality. How can I say this, well I knew her for a long, long time. Her parents were my god parents and my parents were her god parents, which is a strange situation to find yourself in. I might as well tell you that I was desperate to shag her, I knew her for the best part of fifty years, slept with her for a long time and couldn't screw her even if my life had depended on it. But she knew me, she told me that she knew I was gay when she was about fourteen and I was about eighteen. Was there any sexual interplay, yes there was - a lot of it. But as I think about it, I realize that all it did was reinforce my gay tendencies. She had me with my face in her pussy so often, you wouldn't believe it. She had me de-haired, both by being shaved and waxed she even used spray veet on me. And she actually got paid when she introduced me to the man that took my virginity, enough to buy a car - that was almost new at the time. The sexuality thing didn't really start till we were both in our late teens, but when it did enter our lives it changed things forever. As an example, we were siting watching TV one night and Cheryl was there when I saw an example of male/female oral sex. Please bear in mind that I now know that I'm a submissive male sissy, also that there was a dominant at play in Cheryl. When this was on the TV, I could only look on in awe. Cheryl however, saw an advantage in the situation, within minutes I had my head between her thighs. Just a couple of weeks later I was in a house in Paisley, dressed in just lingerie as a treat for her friends. After the daytime laugh, I was wearing lingerie that had been put there using a sharpie. All of that said Cheryl was one of the most amazing people that anyone could meet, I was only five when I first met her. We were just the most amazing friends, for the best part of fifty years. During this period she worked out my sexuality with her help and I now know that I'm gay and submissive when there is female input. Even although I've mentioned her name here on this site and because of my name here which means nothing to any one I know, there is no one who will know Cheryl. I'm not worried about putting her name here, so have a ball. None of her friends knew about our relationship, my mouth pressed hard against her pussy. Or her fucking me senseless with a strapon, we were very discrete. She used to insist that I was hairless, that stretched to between my legs and under arm.