I am writing to than you all for your replies and your understanding of how i felt. I have never met any of you and probably i never will. Reading your comments has given me a feeling that i can relate to you all in a small way. I am thankful for experiencing the affection of another man and what it has done for me as a person in my own right. Saying that i will never be intimate again with anyone but my husband. We are very happy together and our love making is truly fulfilling and my hubby is all that i will ever want and need. I consider myself very lucky to be where i am today and how i feel both in our relationship and our sexual being. We live life to the full and have our fantasies that will remain just that. So, thank you once again you for your comments and i might write about our sex life but it is just the two of us. love Sandra