When I was younger I used to read story's of men who said their wives didnt understand them or they hardly had any sex at home. I thought there was no way I would allow that to happen I would do my best as a husband to help my wife and always try to please her. I should have spotted the signs early on in our marriage quickly she made it clear that sex once a week was enough for her although she did like to try things in bed rather then missionary position when we were younger she would dress up a bit in bed and did go to bed with no knickers on that changed when we had children and gradually she become more and more boring in bed. There is nothing wrong in our love for each other just the sex. Now its got to the point where my cock isnt allowed inside her pussy or if it does I am only allowed to fuck her until she cums then I'm pushed off and made to wank in front of her. Thanks to Facebook I found a friend from school and who used to drink with the crowd in the pub. But as much as I wanted too I could never convey my feelings for her and sadly she broke my heart by getting pregnant at 18 and the father of the baby didnt careless about her. We remained friends for about 6mths after the baby was born but we drifted apart ( this was pre internet and mobile phone). I was going through friends etc on Facebook and saw he name on there but nothing on her wall. I fired off a friends request but nothing happened for at least 4mths. Then one day I noticed she had accepted the request . I sent her a message saying wow your a grand mother already and there is me just become a Dad again. Through messages she told me of how bad her life had got at one point being addicted to drugs and alcohol but she had found GOD and he had turned her life around. I said we should meet up again soon and chat face to face (I had always been able to speak freely with her) I had no intentions of anything other then getting back with my friend who I loved dearly and trusted. We met up a week or so later after I had done the school run she lived over the other side of town and she had no car so I said how about a we meet down in the park and have a coffee and a walk and talk. We met up and although both of us are 49 she hadnt aged too badly and still looked like I always knew my friend. We had a coffee and talked about where we both gone with our lives I told her that not long after she had her baby I had met a girl and fallen head over heals for and got married and had kids and become Mr Average man. Work sleep work sleep kids time etc. I said I always wondered where you had gone and how life had treated you. She asked how much time have I got because her story was like a mini series and goes on for ever. I had loads of time and so we decided to walk and talk and she told all about her darkest days Her addiction to drugs . She said her daughter now married had recently given her a second grandchild and how much she loves them etc. Then she suprised me by asking directly "Why did you never ask me out" Eh was my only reply stunned to hear that. She said you know that knight we danced to Red Box Lean on me, I never forgot it I said you and me in our own world . She said dont you remember I said I was going to the loo and I would be back. I waited for you I said but as you came back I saw you with him and then you were both kissing that hurt me and I just drank up and left . Oh him was her reply that was the start of the downhill road for me I went back to his that night had sex and the rest you know I got pregnant etc.He hardly bothered with us for 10yrs then only because I made him he would visit at Christmas. I could see the sadness in her eyes over it all. We stopped walking I looked at her her eyes starting to weep. Come here I said give me a cuddle she turned in to me and we hugged she started to really cry "Why did I make that mistake she sobbed" Look at then end result I said a beautiful daughter and 2 grandchildren , But I never had what you got and thats a marriage. Mine isnt perfect I told her. .Her tears dried up she said thanks you always knew how to say the right things to me if it was any other man I would he he was trying to get inside my knickers. I said you dont know how close top the truth you are, behave she said and playfully punched my arm . Its the truth I said I just hope that my listening and the right words would help me but hey here we are 30yrs on. She looked at me with her old glint in her eye I always liked you because you were a man with a good heart then she leaned in and we kissed none of this eyes shut we both kissed each other and looked deeply into each others eyes. We broke apart I missed you she said although you've put weight on your still the same person inside that i knew back then. We started to walk back towards my car still chatting about who we saw around etc and then fun we had in Drama class at school. As we got to the car I said do you want a lift home. She accepted and drove the short distance to hers. Comming in for another coffee she asked. I still had time so in we went she wasnt a very tidy person and her clothes were scattered around her room. I went to sit down on the sofa and as I made my self comfy I pulled something out from under me. A pair of her worn knickers. Lost something have We I asked her holding them up she blushed give them to me. No way I've got a present from you. You dirty sod she said and lunged to grab them I caught her in my arms and gave her another kiss. I'd like to see the person who wears these. We both kissed again do you really she asked me. Of course I do . She walked off to her bedroom and turned and looked at me I got the hint and followed her. She stood by her bed and looked at me she pulled off her top to reveal her bra holding her tits in place not too big or small. She stepped towards me again we kissed and she mumbles about missing me her hands sneek under my t shirt and pulls it off her fingers reach up and brush over my nipples if I'm topless so shall she be and I undo her bra and free her tits. They are still pert and a perfect handful I lift one up and kiss it all over before paying attention to her nipple and I do the same to the other. My hands then reach down to her ass and I start to undo her jeans she allows me to slip them off her but as I go back for her panties she stops me I'd love to but its wrong week for me. She sees the disappointment in my face she looks at me and says lay down on the bed I will treat you.