I need to get my story out there because I don’t know if I should be horrified by what I did or liberated but I am confused. I’m a 45 year old married mother of 3, I have a great job and family life and have never considered straying and having sex with another man but on holiday recently that’s what I did and it was a moment of madness. I have always had men coming up to me or especially when I go away with work I get propositioned by men all the time. I have the usual problem with men who talk to my breasts rather than my face because I have a rather large chest but I always say no which makes this all the stranger for me. We took the family away to a nice hotel in Spain which is what we a couple of times a year. Everything was going well as usual but for some reason the couple staying in the room opposite ours kept attracting my attention or to be more accurate, he did. He was incredibly handsome and had a great body, he smiled a lot at me and not to be rude I would smile back and that’s all that happened for the first week. Then one afternoon my husband took the kids to a water park and I decided to stay at the hotel and read a book. To begin with I sat by the pool to read and noticed our neighbour and his beautiful wife siting close by. Then after about an hour I felt that it was getting too hot so decided to go back to my room, get changed and go to town for a walk. As I passed our neighbour he smiled and said hello with a strong Spanish accent, I smiled and said hello back. But I noticed that he got up followed me into the hotel and into the lift, we chatted and as usual his eyes strayed to my chest but he was so handsome I let it go. He went to his room and I I went to my room ,showered and changed and then my life turned upside down. I opened my door and as I did so his door opened as well, it was as though he was watching through the security spy hole and it made me jump. He stood there in just a robe and smiled, he told me I looked amazing, I thanked him and started to walk away but he called me back and said what should have sent me running, it was something I would expect in a porn film. He looked up and down the hall and then opened his robe letting it drop to the floor to reveal the firmest body and an enormous hard erect penis, ‘would you like to come in and fuck’ ? I was so shocked all I could say back was ‘ excuse me’, he repeated himself, ‘would you like to fuck’ he told me he found me very attractive. Any normal woman would have run but I stood there looking at his amazing figure, my knees went weak. I said that I couldn’t and that my husband would be back soon and that his wife would be back as well. Even as I said it I knew it sounded stupid that I was making excuses not to have sex with a stranger when what I should have done is tell him to piss off and walked away. He told me that this wife had promised to leave us alone for a while. I was shocked and asked if his wife was ok with him asking strangers for sex, he smiled again and said that she was. He held the door open and standing a little back in his room he held his arm out. Even as I walked towards the door my head was racing, I was thinking about how I never do anything for myself and I never do anything exciting and I convinced myself that no one would ever find out if I just walked in, so I did. There was no chat, no lead up to sex he just pulled my shoulder less dress down along with my bra. In a matter of seconds I was standing in a hotel room partially naked in front of someone I didn’t know. He cupped my breasts and we kissed, his tongue exploring my mouth, he yanked my knickers off before starting to rub my pussy. A few seconds ago I was a respectable mother of three and now I was letting a man touch me. I stepped out of my dress as he led me to the bed, he pushed to my knees and thrust his cock into my mouth, I gave him oral sex although I don’t think I had much of a say in the matter but after a min or so of this I was pulled up and thrown onto the bed on my stomach. This hunk of a man pulled me back so my toes touched the floor, opened my legs and in a second he was inside me, his hands massaging my breasts in between his slapping my backside. For what seemed like ages I let this stranger have me in everyway I could imagine. After he had used me doggy style I was lifted and impaled into his rock hard cock and fucked against the wall before being thrown onto my back, my knees pushed up to my head and entered again. We fucked for ages and e made me cum over and over, his long thick cock filling my pussy and then I had the most amazing orgasm of my life howling like an animal. I asked him not to cum inside me because I wasn’t on the pill and like a gentleman he pulled out. He straddled my chest and pleasured himself but in a few seconds cum was shooting out and spraying my breasts, face and into my mouth. He wasn’t finished with me yet, he leaned forward and pushed his cock into my mouth with a simple instruction ‘clean it’. When it was over I dressed, went back to my room and showered again before leaving the hotel. I found a café and sat wondering is what I had done had really happened. My pussy was still aching and my knickers were damp with his cum so I knew that it had. I laughed to myself excited that I had been so daring. Two days later my husband took the kids to the pool and again he opened the door. I walked in and simply undressed and opened my legs to let him in and we fucked. I begged him to be quick because I was expected to meet my family very soon. He did as I sked and fucked me hard, cuming inside me and again he made me cum. On the last day of our holiday I was devastated that my adventure was over, thinking about it now I feel excited and guilty, when I think about my family unaware of what I had done I want to cry but I want to laugh as well. That evening we put the kids to bed and I said I was going to a walk, my caring husband just told me to be careful. I wore a cardigan over my blouse to hide the fact that I had taken my bra off. I didn’t have any plans to meet my lover just hope. As I walked to the beach he followed me, took me by the arm and dragged me to a quiet rocky area. We didn’t speak, he opened my blouse and sucked my breasts before taking his cock out, lifting my skirt and entering me. He fucked against in rocks until we both came, my knees gave way as cum poured into me. Then we kissed and he left. I went back to my family and the next day we left for home. That was 6 months ago and everytime my husband and I make love I imaging its my Spanish lover and I have my own reasons for a deep orgasm as my husbands cum trickles into me.