Hi there, My name is Andrea and I’m a middle aged married woman and have gotten myself into a situation that I just can’t understand quite how it happened. I’m nearing 50, and am built like the weather woman Carole Kirkwood on the BBC, I’m blonde 5ft 8, 42d bust, 28in waste and 38in hips. I’m married to Jim who is an engineering officer in the merchant navy and is usually away for 3 months and home for 3 months. This all started last year. I am one of those women who don’t have to work but do charity work around the town and it was because of this that a friend asked me if I’d be prepared to help her by taking in a visiting Nigerian student for the summer who was here for one of those summer colleges for foreign students. I was unsure but said I would ask Jim, who was coming home for his 3 month break. He said it seemed a good idea to help foreign students and all our children had grown up and lived down south so we had the room When David, don’t ask me to try and spell his last name, arrived, I was stunned to see that he was a nice looking 19 year old, I had expected an older mature student for some reason. I have to say, by this time, Jim had been home for about 2 weeks. The first day of David’s college attendance, starting at 10 am, I walked past his room and his door was half open and he was standing completely naked in front of the wardrobe mirror and I could see his penis hanging down between his legs, I should have hurried past but stood rooted to the spot stunned by the size of it…..It looked twice the size of Jim’s and thinker too. I pulled myself together and feeling short of breath, sat on my bed trying to get the sight of his penis and slim young body out of my thoughts. I have to say at this point in 28 years of marriage, I have never been unfaithful to Jim, nor have I ever contemplated such a thing. Next day was a repeat of the day before and again. I stared at that penis hanging there. After David had gone to college, Jim got a phone call telling him that the engineer who had relieved him had fallen down some stairs on the ship and broken his leg in 2 places and Jim would need to fly out and pick up the ship in Seattle. I asked Jim, what about David and Jim simply said what about David, he seems to have settled ok, and by tea time, I was there alone. The next day was Saturday, but David was up and about in the shower by nine and as I went about my housework, I passed his door again which was this time fully open and he was again standing in front of the mirror with that beautiful penis hanging down between his legs. Again, I stood rooted to the spot, my mouth dry and trembling inside. David turned and looked at me and smiled, then holding out his arm, beckoned me to come in and to him. I remember as I walked slowly to him, telling myself to turn and go, his penis as if on a string, started raising up till by the time I reached him, was standing proud with the foreskin slightly pulled back . As if mesmerised, I stood before David having not taken my eyes from his penis. I stood there and he took my hand and place my fingers around the shaft. I was shaking like a leaf when he moved my hand downwards so that I pulled the foreskin fully back exposing a dark purple penis head. Still holding my hand, he slowly moved my hand up and down masturbating himself with my hand and as he did, I saw some clear sticky pre cum ooze from the eye in the middle. He said something is his own language that I didn’t understand but I later found out it basically meant “oh lovely lovely “ He then let go of my hand although I held onto his penis continuing to slowly masturbate him, all the while, never taking my eyes from what I was doing. David unbuttoned the waistband of my jeans and pushed but jeans and knickers down over my hips and buttocks and when they were at mid-thigh, he dextrously lifted on of his feet from the floor and used it to push jeans and knickers to the floor and subconsciously I stepped out of them. He then lifted my jumper up and over my head, and unclipped my bra releasing my breasts again, he repeated the “oh lovely lovely” phrase again and he then lowered his head and began to suck on my nipples, first one then the other…….it was all I could do to keep upright, I was shaking and trembling as if on one of those vibro exercisers the sell on TV…...my breating was well, I felt like I was going to hyperventilate and felt quite dizzy. David then placed his hand on my vulva which I do not shave but do keep it trimmed, then he tapped the inside of my ankle with his foot, which I understood meant “open your legs” and I complied. He then rubbed between my legs and slipped a finger into my vagina which I could feel was soaking wet…..I think I had a little orgasm and wet his finger wich seemed to please him because that phrase in his language again “oh lovely lovely” I was pushed back onto his bed and he pushed my legs apart knelt between them and I remember thinking, he’s going to fuck me, a word I had never used before. I shut my eyes and I felt his penis head at the entrance of my vagina and he slowly pushed it in….gawd, the size of it took my breath and I had to push his hips with my hands to stop him entering me further. I looked up at him and he grinned and said it’s ok it’s ok and then eased his penis nearly out of me then after a couple of seconds, really pushed in and I felt his penis enter me farther than any penis ever had before. I felt a harsh pain which took my breath and he rested for a couple of seconds, then a warm feeling overcame my vagina and I felt myself flooding juices. David then started having me in earnest, really going for it and I felt my first proper orgasm after only a minute or so, David roughly did me, grunting and saying things in his own language till I felt his sperm shooting into me, jet after jet, I swear, I could feel it hitting the entrance of my cervix. He didn’t stop after he had cum, he just kept on doing me for another 10 minutes or so and I had 2 more orgasms before he spewed more sperm into me. By now I was soaking with sweat, I put my hand to my head and it seemed like I had just had a shower, my body was bathed in sweat too. David rested a short while but did not remove his penis from me, just lay there with me still impaled on it and it didn’t even slacken. All the while he was in me, he now started kissing me and licking my face, then his tongue was in my mouth and one of his hands massaging on of my breasts….even though I was shattered, I found myself responding to this slightly and started moving my hips gently and this is when he had me for the third time in the space of about 30 minutes. He had lost none of his vigour and soon he was ramming in and out of me as fast as he had at first...I felt a massive orgasm building and suddenly I felt like I was passing out bu I heard him grunt as he spewed more seed into me. He got off me and I felt myself going to sleep…..I must have slept for an hour going by the clock but I was awoken be a weight on me and the bed shaking, I opened my eyes and he was doing me again….all I could do was lie there completely passive till he filled me with more sperm. From then on, I was his sex doll, he had me when ever he wanted me….I could be at the sink washing up and he would come behind me and lift up me dress and remove my knickers and do me while I stood like a bitch in heat..He did me most days and I must admit, I had more orgasms that ever before. He brought porn mags home and showed me pictures of women, older women in black underwear and stockings and told me to go and buy some which I did and we had sex over and over that day. Once we were sitting watching “Everyone Loves Raymond” on a box set and there was a episode where Debra was standing in a leather mini shirt boots and a tight rad jumper and David just eased his penis out of the leg of his shorts and started masturbating. He then stopped and rewound till he found a good shot of her and paused the picture, then he pulled me up and bent me over the coffee table and pulling down my knickers and lifting my skirt, he entered me and did me whilst looking at Debra on the screen. I felt so humiliated but the felt that old lovely feeling as his wonderful penis slid in and out of me. I had to go and buy a similar skirt and boots to be like Debra and because I did, I knew I had become this your man’s sex slave, but although I felt some shame, I loved it, sex sex sex. Of course, it didn’t stop there, after about 6 weeks, he brought a friend back with him and while the friend watched he did me twice, but them beckoned his friend over and told me to let him do me too. Well after that, it was 1 friend, 2 friends and sometimes 3 friends till he went back home. The problem is though is that I have become addicted to young black men, and as soon as Jim went back from his last leave, I was out scouring pubs and bars, picking up young men for single sex or multiple sex. I cannot understand what suddenly happened to change me into a real slut from the wife that started this story…..and at present, because of this lockdown, the last 3 weeks have been agony, I need sex with young black men and I cannot go out to look for them. This is how I found this site, scouring the net for things for me to masturbate myself too