After a messy divorce from a controlling man who was unfaithful with me many times , i like a fool excepted his tearful apologies but he would be back to his ways. Then a friend of mine told me he tried it on with her , i set up a trap that she would arrange to meet him and i would be there, it worked perfectly they went to carpark i was watching he was so engrossed i drove close and caught with his erect penis sticking out of his trousers he splutter , then with voice messages and text messages given to me he was caught - hook line and sinker. We divorced but he hurt me saying , i was boring in bed , he always instigating sex , i wasn't enthusiastic inbed and it was my fault he strayed. To cut a long story short , i took him to the cleaners with help from my legal team . I did sulk afterwards , self pity , a friend of mine told me to change my appearance , new clothes, hairstyle, keep fit - i was well up for it , i was in my 40s but with a wad of notes in my purse i went all out. I lost a bit of weight , changed my hair colour to blonde , with new clothes I definitely felt different, more confident. I booked a holiday to Greece “Kos” by myself to a lovely private resort, the weather was lovely and there were lots of handsome men i was looking at through my sun glasses. I ordered a cocktail at the bar and got chatting to a guy at the bar “steve” he was very flirty and i was reacting to play, my new confidence was a buzz , this man didnt know who i was and i wanted to be wooed and to be wanted , a few more drinks and the odd hand touches he asked could he kiss me , i agreed and it was like electricity with our lips , i knew this guy was a player and i was another conquest for him but i wanted something for me. He asked did i wants to continue our drinks in his room , hand in hand we went to his room, we kissed and he undressed me , on his bed , he kissed and licked my body all over , from my neck , my nipples and then my pussy and clit , i was so wet , i was never vocal in the bedroom but with alcohol and lust i was loud and told him to lick my pussy hard and i told him to finger me as he licked me , it triggered off a orgasm , i was in heaven , before i could catch mt breath i was positioned on all 4s and my lover put on a condom and then with a gentle push , he was inside me and he felt good , he was thrusting in and out , i told him to fuck me hard , words i would never have used , fucking me from behind he slap my arse which was a new one on me , he called me a naughty girl and then another slap , i was so wet , he said he was almost ready to come were did i want me to come , i was thinking in my pussy but he said can i wank off on your tits , i said yes , he ripped off his condom and cock in hand he wanked and then 2 or 3 spurts of come landed on my stomach and boobs . He lay next to me as i rubbed his sperm into my boobs. We snuggled up and drifted off i woke up , played with his limp cock and my touch woke his cock up , i wanked it to full erection , he groaned as i moved my hand up and down , then i wanted him in my mouth something i hadnt done for years , i opened my mouth and inch by inch i took it and sucked and licked , the taste wasn’t unpleasant and then i felt his hand on my head and he starting moving in and out of my mouth , he said suck me you bitch which was so demanding , i built up speed and he thrusted and with no warning he filled my mouth with made me gag , and for my 1st time I swallowed it , something i had never done. The remaining of the holiday was a sex fest with my new lover , i was loving my new found sexuality , i was loving my new confidence and opening up to what i want. I even played with my pussy while my lover watched , something i would of never done but it was another tick in my box ( sorry for the pun ) After my holiday i looked for fun online with like minded people , my horizons are open and i am not going to let this opportunity pass me by. I want more all for me.