Hi , I am on this site to have fun . I am late thirties ,medium height and told good looking , no tummy and nice legs . I must look a goer , because men are always coming on to me , but although tempted I use to be 100% faithful , as I thought that is what marriage is all about . I enjoy sex and I thought I gave Brian a good time. . I refused anal , but everything else was fine . This was not enough for him though and he was always pushing boundaries , my skirts were very short to please him and when we went out I dressed as a tart for him . A while back he started to go on about dogging with me being the centre of attraction . He would drive to various sites after he had got me pissed in a pub and sit with the inside light on whilst I sat showing my legs . No matter who came to the window Brian would try to let them have a feel . Which I knew would quickly lead to something else. .To be honest , sometimes I was tempted ,a combination of alcohol . Warm night and some youngish blokes , almost persuaded me to have a go . But the constant pressure and knowing that he didn’t care about my feelings or value that I was exclusive to him made me refuse . Imagine my feelings when he upped and left me for a dimbo at work . I gave it six months ,but he was begging to come back inside four . Stuff him I thought I was enjoying my freedom . The idea of dogging came into my mind when I realised I could do whatever I wanted , on my terms and the more I thought the more I wanted to try it out , not having any sex that didn’t involve batteries might also have been a factor . I decided to put a toe in the water . After a beautiful summer day sitting in the garden I was up for it ,or else I was going to seduce my next door neighbor. I packed the gin bottle some cans of tonic and a beaker . I was naked except for an old mackintosh and heels . I knew all the sites and chose a forest location about thirty miles away . On arrival I parked ,kept the lights off and poured a large G&T . then a second ,that relaxed me .Looking out I could see lots of blokes standing around chatting . I turned the inside light and on and flashed the warning lights . Slowly a group of about eight came towards me .I decided to burn my bridges and stepped out of the car ,locked it and hid the keys behind a back wheel . Straightening up I loosened the mac and worked towards them . I stopped in front of them ,opened the coat and said it yours to enjoy ,if you want it . I didn’t look at any individuals to see if I fancied them , that wasn’t what it was about . The desire to be used and abused was strong . One of them said there was a picnic table in the forest along a path and I said lead me to it . Sorry must go