hi, my name is Amanda I am 26 and have been with my B/F for 2 years. If I am honest it's not true love on either side but we get on. That's about the most I can say, And yes sex is great,And that is really where this episode started. After about 3 months we were having sex and he said tell me about the guys you have fucked. I was a bit shocked he asked although I am not that naive to know some guys liked that, Then about a week later we were in bed and he again asked me to tell him.So more to shut him up I told him about a ex who he knew I had dated and wow he was so turned on I have to admit it was like being with another guy. And this was how we went on.Although a lot of it was made up by me, if I had been telling the truth I would never have been off my back, Then a couple of months ago he said how about the black guys you have fucked tell me are they better in bed. Of course I played along but the truth was I had never even kissed a black guy let alone slept with one. But it seemed to trigger something and when he said I bet you wish it was a black guy fucking you now, I said yes but meant it suddenly amazing sex turned into something that went right off the scale.once sex was over normally everything goes back to normal but I he had planted the seed and it just kept growing, Then one day at work it got to me so much I had tor rather embarassingly take myself to the toilet to masturbate at my thoughts (yes guys we do it as well), Sitting back at my desk I just knew it was not a case if if happens more of when.Theres a couple of black guys work downstairs that would have done but although I admitted at the start it's not love with my B/F I have not been unfaithful either.All I did know was when making love if I closed my eyes and made out he was black it was just like wow. And I really needed someone to do the deed who would not blab. And when it finally happened it was with someone we both know, Although he is not a close friend or anything.I had a few days off work during the last hot spell and had been shopping and decided to have a glass of wine and sit outside a pub and drink it when out of nowhere he came along saw me and stopped to talk. He got himself a beer and we just sat together talking, Okay it had crossed my mind if we get the chance,and maybe I was flirting,and he took the hint and began complimenting me. I think we both knew where it was heading more than anything he was really making me laugh, he knew he had me on the hook and just had to reel me in, and he did that in a way that I think most would have fell for given the situation he said you heard that saying "once you go black you never go back" he said most think it's because black men are good in bed but it's nothing to do with that. It's why God gave us these big lips as once these have kissed you you just want more,I was laughing and suddenly he moved forward saying ready to try and I just moved forward to meet his lips,Suddenly we were having a full on kiss in front of everyone, It was not as if I was miles from home and anybody could have seen us,It was without words we drank our drinks and made our way to his flat. he just lead and I willingly followed, We were not silly teenagers and both knew what was about to happen and we went straight to the bedroom I think we kissed again a couple of times and actually he was right about the lips,I sat on the bed and removed my skirt and top I hardly ever wear a bra so all that was left was my panties,He stepped out his jeans and pants and I was eye level with his semi hard black cock, I had only ever giving oral once before and that was many years before and frankly it was enough to put me off for life, But somehow this was different I wanted to do it and took him in my mouth, I could feel him getting harder in my mouth and was loving the feeling, Then I suddenly caught sight of myself in the mirror of a open wardrobe door, I could see the blackness of his cock going in my white mouth and thought I was about to cum on the spot, He suddenly pulled from my mouth moved me round removed my panties and entered me I was so wet for him he just slid in easy all I could think was Fuk! Fuk! Fuk! As he thrust into me it was unbelievable the pleasure he was making me feel I can't even begin to guess how many orgasms he gave me I was on a wave of pleasure, then with a final thrust he emptied himself in me, As we lay back and I had come back to Earth I actually thought of the chance I had just taken, I am on the pill but he never knew that, So I half jokingly said hey what you done,you may have made me pregnant he just laughed and said well your baby will be mixed race anyway so I may as well be the Dad as a stranger, This was said in a jokey way and then he added you took the kiss so you won't be going back to white anymore.Your blackmans property now , I know it sounds insulting now but it was not coming out that way at the time. out that way at the time he then moved over to kiss me again and we were making love this time rather than just having sex,and it was even better than the first time,and this time when he came in me part of me was hoping one of his swimmers was going to hit the spot,I know this sounds strange but from not giving him a second thought before I felt I was in love with him, it was lust of course I know that but the feelings were just as strong,we made love one more time that day and even though I wanted to stay I had to get home for obvious reasons, At the moment I am still with my B/F but it's different I am also seeing my lover and as strange as this seems I am a different person when I am with him I will let him do anything with me and he . Oral is a regular part of our foreplay and I even swallow his cum as he likes that and actually so do I, I don't know where this will end up is as bad as it sounds sex with my B/F is non existent, I just don't want white guys anymore,And that's something I can't explain.I know I don't have a future with my lover it just suits us both at the moment. I I suppose the time will come where I will have to move out. This sounds terrible and as only my lover could recognise this story I have to admit that there's lots of hot black guys out there and I want them in my bed,And although not yet hopefully I have also come around to the idea of when I do have children they will be mixed race,Hopefully I will be in a relationship then, But if not so be it