3 years ago at the age of 48, I became redundant, I lost my job in management due to the recession. As a result, I found myself unable to get an erection and my pride, or what I had left of it, stopped me from seeking medical/psychological help. My wife Paula, 45, and still a very attractive woman, short black hair 5ft 5, large boobs, and a shapely size10/12, and with brown dreamy eyes, was very patient and understanding, but I could see her frustration. At first I used to bring her off with my tongue, but slowly I simply began not to engage in love making at all. Added to that, the savings were running out and the credit cards adding up. Paula worked as an office supervisor and had approached her boss, a young man of about 35 to ascertain if there may be a job for me an any capacity. I didn’t know it at the time, but he had sensed a woman in need of help, and had seduced her that evening and fucked her. He later told me that although Paula had resisted at first, she had finally given in and when he did stick his cock up her, her cunt seemed to have a life of it’s own and her muscles clamped around his cock , milking him of his cum within minutes when they both came together. I remembered the night, Paula was late home. She told me that Greg, her boss, could not employ me, but that he had a friend who could give extra her work, and extra money, but I needed to agree. The work was modelling, Greg had told her that his friend was always on the look out for MILFs and mature ladies still in good shape. I reluctantly agreed and Paula made the arrangement with Greg and Richard, a flash git as it turned out, to film in our home the following week. I was allowed to watch as Richard clicked away, in our lounge, then up in the master bedroom. I had never seen Paula in such obscene poses during our 20 years of marriage, but here she was spreading her legs and holding herself open for the whole world to see shortly. Greg and I went down stairs when the photo shoot finished, I poured him a drink and asked what was taking so long and Greg told me that they would be working out Paula’s fee. I went upstairs to the toilet and I passed the bedroom, the door was half open and in the mirror of the dresser, I could see Paula on her back with Richard between her legs fucking her. I stood shocked, not knowing what to do, then I felt my cock stiffen for the first time in months. I took out my cock and slowly easing the door open farther, I stood wanking it as I watched my faithful wife of 20 years being fucked on our marriage bed. Paula turned and saw me, her face took on a very guilty and shameful expression, but the months of frustration produced an obviously greater need and she turned her head back and I heard her pant, “yes oh yes, harder harder harder, I’m nearly there………haahhhhhhhhhhhh” and she came in front of me. I hadn’t noticed, but I too had cum and although not a lot, cum was on the back of my hand and seeping from my cock. Neither had I noticed that Greg had come upstairs and was watching too. He had taken his clothes off and pushed past me saying “my turn now I think” He turned Paula over, spread her legs, popped a pillow under her belly and slipped his cock into her, this is when he told me in detail that he had fucked her the night she was late. Watching them and listening to him describe this event, had the desired effect and I was able to cum again for the second time in one night. No words were spoken by either Paula or myself that night. About a week later, Paula answered the phone and it was Richard, he asked, no told her he needed to see us both and was coming round. He arrived and had brought another young, well about 40ish bloke, Steve with him. He explained that he had shown Steve Paula’s photos and Steve had told him that she would be ideal for a porn shoot, video not stills. That is where the real money is he informed us, “Paula could make a couple of grand for each shoot, and yes, you will be able to watch, I hear it does you good” I looked away in shame, not wanting to seem excited by the thought, but wanting to see Paula fucked again.. Sadly it would not be that evening, They persuaded Paula, made the arrangements and left. I did try to fuck her myself that night, believing that the thought of her being fucked again in front of me would be enough, but I gave up, leaving Paula frustrated and openly bring herself off with her hand, no doubt thinking of what was to come. The shoot was not to be in our home as was the stills shoot, Steve had an arrangement with another bloke, Fred and a couple of rooms in his home was permanently set up for filming. We were let in by Fred, he was a pensioner, just gone mid sixties and he suplimented his pension with a small fee from Steve. The plot was that Paula was behind with her rent and was to pay it off in kind to the landlord. I sat in one corner of the room and Fred in the other. The bedroom door was banged open and Paula entered walking backwards and the landlord, obviously pushing her in was heard to say…….”Look luv if you can’t pay the rent one way, then you’ll have to pay it this way” I was shocked when he entered, I had assumed that he would be young and white, he was neither, he was black, balding a bit of a beer belly and in his 50s. He pushed Paula down onto the bed so she was sitting facing him and he unzipped his pants and released his cock. That was why he was chosen for the part, his cock 8 inches or so of it, hung down in front of him, I saw the thickness and was in awe of this black truncheon. I’m sure Paula was too, the cameraman moved in to capture the real look of horror on Paula’s face. As this sight sunk in, all I wanted was to see Paula impaled, savagely fucked by this mighty tool. I felt my cock stirring at the thought and was rubbing myself quietly in the shadows. “Go on luv, get it up for me, suck it” the landlord told her and Paula obeyed, lifting the monster and pulling back the foreskin, licking around the glans and then sucking the head. Almost immediately the cock stiffened and grew in size as Paula sucked and sucked. The landlord stooped slightly and began to unbutton Paula’s top, his black hands fondling her tits and releasing them from her bra. Paula continued to suck him for a good ten minutes, during this time I had taken out my cock and was openly wanking it, but I couldn’t cum, I was wanting to see my wife impaled on this mighty cock and screaming for either pleasure or pain, I didn’t care which, I only wanted to see her ravaged, destroyed by this monster cock and hope that I could wank myself to a cum. The landlord grabbed her head and instead of Paula sucking him, he was now fucking her mouth, so much so that she gagged, then with a loud “garrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr” he filled her mouth and throat with spunk. The landlord didn’t even go slack, he pulled Paula to her feet and began to undress her. She, according to the script, protested that she had paid the rent, but the landlord told her that was just to get him stiff and to make him last longer when he fucked her like the white slut she was. When he undressed her, I noticed she was wearing hold-up stockings and black thong, which was ripped away as she was thrown onto the bed. The landlord stripped and his cock looked even bigger. “Please don’t fuck me with that” Paula said, “it’s too big, I’ll suck you again” Now the look on her face, made me believe that she wasn’t acting, this wasn’t in the script I felt. The landlord assured her that it would be ok and that she would enjoy it. He put his head between her legs and licked and sucked on her clit and dark hairy pussy. Soon she was bucking her hips and hands on the back of his head, trying to force his tongue harder, onto her, up her. He now knelt up between her legs and after showing the size of his cock to the camera, put the tip just into her cunt. I was now wanking furiously, this is what I’d waited for, and as the landlord pushed his massive cock into Paula, causing her to gasp out loud, I came watching the full length slowly disappear into her. Then began the pounding of her cunt, he had her on her back doggy and back on her back again before cumming in her. Paula lay exhausted on the bed as the cameraman packed away, the landlord went and showered, that was when I noticed Fred get up and go over to the bed, he dropped his pants and was getting between Paula’s open legs. I started to protest but Steve told me, it was Fred’s bonus for the use of his home, in fact he gets to try all the new women out. Soon Fred was grunting and filling Paula with his spunk too, though I don’t know how he managed to feel the sides of her cunt after the stretching it had just recieved Paula was allowed to sleep for a couple of hours, then showered and we made our way home. Paula has made a few films now, she was fucked by 2 midgets in one film, but I love watching her ravaged by blacks, in fact the landlord, Des as his name turned out to be, often comes over sometimes with another porn actor, to pleasure Paula and they let me watch and wank. That is how I came to be a willing cuckold.