It's now a little over two years since my Mistress passed, it was quite sudden and unexpected - she had been my Mistress for well over 30 years and we had had so many great times. I still struggle with the fact that she is no longer calling me to demand some thing, even the simple things that after a while you didn't think about. I don't really know how to tell you how much I was in her thrall, but retrospectively it was pretty deep. I lost count of the number of partners that I arranged for her, the number of hard cocks that I guided into her pussy - just so many! Yet I still miss her, I thought that I completed her - but I realise that she completed me!