I'm telling this story becouse I am a stupid bitch who deserves whatever comes of my life choice. I'm married to a lovely man. We are both 22 and have been married for just over a year, but what has been on my mind for a while is the fact that I have never been with anyone else. I know I should be happy but I love it when I get attention. I'm not unattractive and I look after my figure and when we are on holiday and I'm on the beech I always get lots of attention so I often wonder what it would be like to be naughty just once. Then two months ago my husband got into an argument with our neighbour. My husband can be arrogant and selfish at times and he winds people up but our neighbour isn't someone you should get on the wrong side of. He's over 6' as apposed to my husband to is little over 5'7". The neighbour is powerfully built and always in trouble with the police and now my husband has made enemies with him our lives are difficult but when he sees me he looks at me in a way that is exiting. He looks at my breasts and examines me all over with his eyes. One day I stopped him and told him he was being unpleasant but he just laughed and told me that he wanted to 'bend me over and fuck me hard'. I stomped off but couldn't get the thought out of my head. For weeks, whenever we saw him my husband would scuttle off and leave me to stand up to this man who would laugh and ask me when I was coming over, he would put his hand between his legs and tell me he was waiting. My husband and I have sex about once a week but I hadn't had an orgasm for a long time until I started imagining this other man inside me and that would cause me to cum so deeply it exhausted me. My husband thought it was him but cumming after being inside me to 30 seconds isn't fulfilling at all. Then as usual I had another encounter with this man. he told me he liked seeing me in tight tops, and I was to wear them when I came over but no knickers. Two days later my husband and I had an argument about the attention the neighbour was giving me. He told me he would go over and 'sort him out' if he didn't stop and I laughed . This upset him and he stormed out. So I decided to go over and tell this thug to stop causing problems and to ignore me when we passed and stop winding my husband up but I wanted too see him look at me the way he does and wanted to hear his suggestive comments so I went up to my bedroom and took my bra off and wore a tight thin jumper and a short skirt. I went over, honestly in part to show him what he couldn't have but to see him look at me and listen to his dirty talk. He opened the door but didn't say anything just moved out of the way to let me in. I started telling him that he had to stop but he stood behind me and manoeuvred me so I was standing behind his settee an and he pressed against me. I was breathless but I told him this was exactly the sort of behaviour that had to stop. He told me I could walk out whenever I wanted and pressed himself against me pinning me against the settee. I told him it had to stop and he just told me to leave if I wanted. I know I could have but I remember his every word. He told me that his cock was painful becouse it wanted to slide inside me and fill me with cum and that he imagined me naked in my knees sucking his cock . He asked me if I still wanted to leave but I couldn't talk, his hands slid under my jumper and slowly slid up over my tummy until he was cupping my breasts. He started gently rocking, thrusting against me whilst playing with my breasts squeezing my nipples. I almost came there and then. He took his hands from my chest and pulled my jumper off. The thought of me exposing myself to stranger was so exciting, my nipples where so hard they hurt. Then he lifted my skirt and pulled my knickers off and with one hand bent me over the settee. I looked round and saw that he was undoing himself with his other hand. This was what I had dreamt of for months. He moved my legs open with his foot and he was inside me. I could tell he was much larger than my husband becouse he was stretching me. My skirt fell to the floor and I was naked. My husband was usually gentle but not him. He was fucking me hard, he was so deep inside that at first I thought he was using something instead of him penetrating me but I looked back and it was all him. He held me down over the back of the settee with one hand and squeezed my breasts with the other. He bit me on my back and grunted fucking me so hard the settee moved. He kissed me on my neck and I came so hard my legs gave way. But he didn't stop. He continued to thrust himself into me and explore my anus with his fingers and I cam again. It was as thought there was two of me, one the good with and the other the slut who was begging him to cum inside me. He stopped and pulled himself out. I found myself begging like a pathetic needy woman, begging him not to stop and to 'please cum' inside me. He led me round to the settee and threw me down telling me to 'shut the fuck up'. He went down and ate my pussy for ages before rising up and entering me again. His tongue was deep in my mouth, his hand squeezing my breasts and his cock deep inside me. We fucked so hard and long I didn't know a man could go for so long. I could hear this other woman in me screaming , begging and then the tense aching feeling rising even harder that before and then as I came again I felt a warm gushing between my legs as my bastard lover came inside me not once but twice. He lay exhausted on me and I thanked him. He rose up and stood my my head and told me to clean him. I started with my hand but he took my head and entered my mouth and I cleaned his soft but still big cock with my mouth. Afterwards I lay there whilst he sat on the floor next to me. I asked him to do it to me again but he laughed and tole me to 'fuck off' and that he was knackered and to come back tomorrow. Which I did, and the day after that, finishing early so I could sneak round the back of his house and he dragged onto the floor or his kitchen table and have my underwear ripped off and be entered. Only once in the last 12 fucks has he been gentle and taken me to bed where I rode him before he rolled me over and made love to me so gently I didn't want to be any were else, feeling his first explosion inside me pussy and the second onto my chest where he rubbed his cum into my breasts before we showered. I should feel guilty but I think I love my husband but this man makes me feel like a woman. I know he has other pretty girlfriends and I'm not jealous when I see them enter his house just jealous at what they are going to experience.