My Maud is 64 years old, to me she's still as beautiful as ever, but i realise to most of you, she'd be just another, nice old lady. Her once strawberry blonde hair is now grey and although still very trim, she has jokingly said that he once flawless skin, could now do with a good iron. Although her small perky boobs have retained much of their firmness, she has always moaned about the size of her nipples, she calls them pimples as they're so tiny. I'm Ted, i'm 68, overweight and sadly impotent. Needless to say we have spoke about her seeking discrete sexual fulfilment elsewhere. But, she has always refused and assures me that a cuppa and cuddle with me, is more important to her, than someone else's dick. The compromise for us is massage. We live in a small Suffolk village, so have to be mindful of our neighbours. Some time ago we were put in touch with a guy who lives just across the border in Essex. It was through a good friend, who also put us onto reading the stories on S H, which we really enjoy. (sad old bugger i hear you say). On our way to meet this guy i was more nervous than Maud, she was looking forward to a proper massage, whereas i was worried about what he'd think of me? Was i still a proper man? Was i a whimp who couldn't screw my own wife? Why had i brought my wife to be touched by another man? We stopped at the Essex rose a lovely little tea shop in the heart of Constable country, partly because we were early and partly because i wanted to ensure Maud was still ok about it all. She cupped my face and kissed me saying, Please dont worry, we've already spoke to him and we know what's going to happen. Hand in hand, like two condemned men, we pressed his door bell. He met us like we'd known each other for years. The consultation as professional and quite probing, but the explanation for such questions actually eased the last of my concerns. He asked if i'd like to wait and watch tv, watch Maud's treatment or pick her up again in two hours? I was honest and said i'd like to watch as Maud had opted for an erotic massage which also included lymph drainage and other styles of massage. I was in heaven as i watched maud undress, he had his back towards her as he focused on mixing the oils he'd opted to use on her. I was so proud as she momentarily stood naked before me, before slipping on the provided robe. She held the robe to her chest, but didnt do it up, and this offered me a glips of the trimmed fanny. For the rest of this recollection i shall call the guy jim as he likes to keep this side of his practice and his real name private. Jim helped Maud onto his massage table and replaced her robe with towels. As he worked on her back, i willed him to work on her bum, and as he worked on her inner thighs, i willed him to focus more on her fanny, but he didnt seem to be touching her that much. The odd sigh and comment about how lovely it felt emerged from Maud, but i weren't, if i'm honest that impressed. He then asked her to turn over. YES this is more like it i thought. I loved watching him work on her boobs and as he worked down her body he included the odd touch that was obviously building the sensations experienced by maud. I could see his fingers gently exploring her body and i could see how turned on Maud was, but there wasn't the vigorous probing and tweaking as i'd expected. Maud shuddered to a climax, but instead of saying stop now, for a while, as its very sensitive, which she always use to tell me, he continued to touch her and she responded accordingly. All to soon the 2 hours had slipped by and the massage came to an end. That was last year, since then we have visited him once a month, health benefits of the massage aside, we've also had a few doubles massage where jim works on maud and i ( if she's available, as she works elsewhere) either work on or receive a massage from Fi who is jim's girlfriend. My impotency has never been a problem in their company and ive never felt lacking because of the way jim's treats me. I realise to some what we do may be considered as mild swinging and to others a waste of time, but its made me feel proud and normal and maud loves the feeling of being touched whilst retaining the vowels that meant so much to us for so long. If i was younger, healthy and could perform, would we have got into swinging? Yes i think we would. I say that because i can see the excitement and if the partnership is solid, the risk of upset is nominal, but as Maud has pointed out since we've been visiting jim, to take things further, our fun would be one sided, and she'd feel too guilty to enjoy it as she fears it would put further pressure on me. Next week both jim and fi are going to work on maud whilst i just watch