It was a Sunday and I had been so busy all week I didn’t have much strength to do much. I decided on a day of reading and relaxing. Sitting in my room logged into the swinging site I used to flirt and chat on watching the people banter, I decided to explore the other rooms Taboo, Wives who like bareback, Kinky/BDSM. Well as you can imagine there wasn’t a lot of room chat as some of the subjects could shock and some were full of pictures of others antics.

Interesting enough I thought a lot of these were tame and boring. I had had a very broad sex life with my husband and we had explored a lot of things alone and together. I suppose once you have been there done it got the T-shirt kind of thing you find yourself wanting something more exciting.

So in the past I had chatted to a few Dom men and the thought of being a used submissive had excited me a little. The only problem I was having is that I wasn’t a naturally submissive female and I really didn’t trust many people.  Where was I to find a man who would understand this and help me overcome my issues ? All the Doms I had spoken to were either hell bent on taking total control and expecting you to either comply to all their needs stating things like ‘ a good slut does this ‘Or well I would expect this or expect that’ not even asking or taking an interest in what your needs/wants  maybe. Some were also there just for the chat and had no intention of ever meeting just there to pass their time.

During the next few weeks I had come to the conclusion I was hoping for too much and this so wasn’t going to happen for me. Then I spoke to a Dom with whom I had spoken to on various occasions and was undecided about meeting him.  This evening however his attitude was a tad different I suppose  lockdown and not being able to meet had taken its toll on a lot of us. A touch of the resigned attitude that he just had to settle for company online had set in. We chatted and I admitted I still wanted to explore but hadn’t found a suitable guy I could trust. He then said he knew a guy who I may like to meet and mentioned his name telling me to contact him saying he would also tell him I was genuinely looking for a master. I thanked him and said yes maybe I would, all the time thinking yeh here we go again another pushy sadistic arse.

Several days passed I had been In chat and the forementioned guy had also been in there, neither he nor I had said more than Hi to each other before and I certainly knew nothing about him except he was once on site as a couple with his wife.  Reading his profile I discovered he was bi and also didn’t suffer fools gladly. Right  either DM him or forget the whole thing woman.

So I DM’d him and we started chatting seems we had a bit in common and he wasn’t asking the usual Dom guy questions instead he was letting me lead the conversation toward things I enjoyed.

Was this guy interested or was he just humouring me and having the laugh with the forementioned Dom.  Few chats later

and it was becoming obvious he was a decent kind of guy and not in any hurry to score points or to meet with anyone. In fact his profile stated as much.  Do I continue to see if this could work or do I back off and leave him to his private chats with others, he was not a room banter kind of guy most I had seen him say was Hi and a few polite lines asking after peoples health etc.

Well as it turns out he was willing to meet up to initially see if we clicked physically as such. We had discussed likes and dislikes wants and needs on both sides  so this was the obvious next move.

I took the plunge and booked a hotel for the weekend near my home. If the worse came to the worse I could relax and just enjoy some me time. We continued to communicate enjoying the chats more and more. He did seem to be in no hurry to push me into anything.

During the period waiting for THE weekend to arrive I had a desire to go on early morning fuck fill and walk meets. Never done anything like it before and wondered if it would fulfil a need.  I posted on  site stating where I would be and what time telling interested parties to turn up and fuck me and leave.

Well off I went in stockings loose top and boots under a coat. I arrived at the carpark to find a guy waiting in his car. I walked over said hi opened my coat lifted my top and let him see what was on offer. I felt so slutty I was soaked between my legs and in no time at all I was bent over a picnic table and he was fucking me hard. Two other guys arrived and stood watching this made me feel more excited. I asked the 1st guy to fuck my arse he seemed a bit surprised but slipped his cock out of my cunt and straight into my arse. He didn’t last much longer and was soon filling me with hot cum.  He pulled out and thanked me stood back asking if I minded him watching. Indicating the two other guys. I told him no feel free and stepped forward to take one of the guys cock into my mouth as the other fingered my cunt before entering me.  As he was thrusting away I was sucking on the other guy I felt very dirty and wondered how many more would turn up. I finished off the guy I was sucking and the other guy soon deposited his load into my cunt. Smiles all round I was happy to have had all holes filled and they seemed pleased at getting some action. Off went the 2nd two guys but the 1st guy hung about so I asked him to take a couple of pics for me. He did this as another guy pulled in. 1st guy said thanks keep in touch but he must go. So off he went. The next guy wandered over and I opened my legs as he put his hand out and he fingered me as I wanked at his limp cock. After several attempts it became obvious he wasn’t able to get it up however hard I tried with hand or mouth so we called it a day. I walked home with cum dripping down my legs feeling happy and slutty.

Several days before THE weekend arrived  the non-pushy Dom guy dropped a bombshell he had double booked himself forgot he had a family commitment on the meet weekend. Oh well shit happens and as always family must come first, I could enjoy some 'me' time and maybe invite local guys to meet. I knew this wasn’t a get out as I had a gut feeling about this guy he wasn’t a bull shitter.

As the weekend got closer I was told he could make the Saturday for a while to chat so book a table for lunch. All booked and excited the day arrived. I was asked to dress in short skirt/ dress and stockings and expect to get shown. I was picked up at the door, something I had never ever allowed to happen before. What on earth was I thinking. I got in the car, luggage put in the back and off we went. Plan was to find a quiet spot and do what comes naturally. We found a layby not far from the hotel, there was only a lone taxi driver sat in there waiting for a fare.  I was told to get out and we walked along a path, halfway I was told to show myself and suck cock. I did as I was told finding the excitement of it all making me very wet. I had my cunt fingered and my tits squeezed for a while till I was told we were going back to the car. The taxi driver had moved so he could watch us in his mirrors. How horny was that I thought so I lifted my dress to show my naked cunt as we walked past. Sir, as I was to now call him smiled, I grinned like some silly school girl so turned on.

We booked into the hotel and went to dinner. I was sat facing other dinners and after while an older couple sat opposite. My mind went to my naked cunt under my skirt so I adjusted my position and smiled at Sir. ‘I am just going to flash the guy opposite’ I told him. Sir grinned and said go on then. The guy opposite saw up my skirt and went red his wife had just got up to go to the loo so I opened my legs more as he stared and got redder in the face. His wife returned and they left, the guy hanging onto his wife and rushing her out giving me a backward glance I smiled at him.

Dinner over and we went back to the hotel. Sir had expressed a wish to fist me, as he had big hands he had never managed to penetrate anyone before. I absolutely love being fisted so was determine to take his whatever effort it took.

I was still wet and really wanting to be used. We got naked and explored each other after a while lube was sought and I lay back as Sir proceeded to work his fingers into me. ‘Please Sir more slowly push them all in.’ I relaxed and  let his hand move slowly in, much to Sirs surprise and pleasure  his hand slipped right inside me to the wrist.