I’m not perfect in anyway shape or form. I’m 43, have a sin complaint, stomach and stretch marks!! It all started over 20 years ago I met a man who was 42 and I was 22 at the time. He opened my eyes to a lot of sexual things. I was scared at first in what he wanted me to do. Don’t knock it till you’ve tried it was my moto. We did a lot of things in 12 months, tied up and abused by 2 men and then spit roasted, with a 3rd man joining us, every hole used and abused and I loved it, I couldn’t get enough of it, we went to a few orgies too, but we kept ourselves to ourselves, being watched whilst your getting fucked and spanked made me wetand very horny!! We had fun over 12 months nothing serious. I moved away and met my husband, sex wasn’t always great and I remember early on in our relationship we were having sex I simply said to him fuck me harder, his reply was calm down wtf, so as you can imagine our sex life was not great, we used toys and had anal, but it wasn’t what craved, I craved throat holding and spankings. I’ve not had sex with my husband in 2 1/2 years, I gave up trying to get him to have sex with me 18 months ago. He’s never tried in all of that time to seduce me or anything! That’s when we moved and I first met mark, within a week of my new job, I was giving him a blow job, I few months later we were fucking on a bench! Not much else happened after that until October 2017, some 14 years after, when he got in touch and let’s just say we still see each other occasionally, at first we saw each other a few times a week and did everything in a short space of time from video to fuck fantastic face fucking. I never used to like blowjobs, but now I cant get enough of his huge cock filling my holes. He sees past all my imperfections and I think he likes to service me too. I squirted for the 1st time with mark, I can’t get enough of that! There are still lots of things we want to do to each other but down to circumstances, we don’t see each other as often as I would like! ( I have 10 stories on here of what mark and I have gotten up to over the past few months) I would say I’ve always enjoyed being a slut in the bedroom, and being used and abused. Is it wrong for me to want to be ruined by my fuck buddy and to see him more often to have our own little piece of heaven for a few hours, where we fulfil each other’s wants, needs and fantasies. I trust him 100 % in what we do to each other and he likes it just as much as I do. I just wish we got to see more of each other for fuck sessions!