I have been with my partner,Kim for 7yrs,sex is still good but not as regular as i would like,so i would often,find myself wanking,my favourite fantasy was kim giving herself to black guys,this was something that never in my wildest fantasies would came true.However 2 mths ago we went to a wedding,of course because of the smoking ban,she was in and out to smoke,i was not taking much notice,when suddenly it occured to me every time she went,a black guy at the wedding went the same time,and they always seemed to be chatting,then one time i looked up and they had both dissapeared,i went to look for them,and after calling her they appeared from around the corner looking guilty,I feigned annoyance,and once we got home demanded to know what had happened,After a few tears,she admitted they had snogged,pushing further she admitted if i had not interupted them a lot more would have happened,it was obvious i was exited,she soon sensed this,and instead of being the hurt one,she turned it saying she wish i had not come out so quick,as she really wanted him to fuck her,adding by the look of it i wanted her to as well,we spoke about it over the next week and it ended we me getting exited each time.Then she dropped the bombshell,she had his number and was going to phone him,Part of me wanted to say no,but a bigger part was saying go for it,They arranged to go for a drink on friday,Its a weird feeling watching your partner getting ready to meet another guy,let alone a guy who was black,and something you had been fantasing fucking her for months,I dropped her off where they were meant to meet,and as soon as they saw each other kissed,i was rock hard,all i could do was go home,and think of what was happening,when it got to 1am,it was obvious she would not be home,All i could do was wank at the thought of them fucking,She finaly came home at 11 am,on the saturday,I asked what had happened,but all she would say was we had a great night,and fucked,and she wanted a shower,she called me up and said look,as she stood there naked,there was no doubt,she had a lovebite on her breast and another just at the side of her fanny,and said i am meeting him again Tuesday,not can i,suddenly she was in charge,and i had no say,since then she has been with another 2 black guys,I have begged her to let me watch,which she has agreed to,as soon as she gets one that will agree,The funny thing is since this has been happening,our relationship has got stronger,She has made it clear,she is not about to stop having sex with black guys,and as long as i accept that things will be fine.