“I don’t love you anymore”. I have heard these words twice now and both times they hurt like mad! The 2nd time was worse as it was totally unexpected. We had a pretty good, if a bit strange love life, he enjoyed me being with other men and I was happy to oblige. For 6 months after we split I behaved like a total slut, partly because I needed the confidence boost that I got when a man lusted after me, partly because, well, the sex felt good. It couldn’t last though; I quit my job because I had slept with a dozen guys in my small office. It’s now been a year and I’ve calmed down somewhat; in fact, last week I realised that I hadn’t been with a man for about 2 months! I was dead keen when my friend invited me out for the evening. We got to the pub early and were soon joined by a couple of lads in their twenties. It was clear something was going to happen so when my friend and I went to the toilet, I was excited about who she was going to pick – I wasn’t fussed! To my despair though she told me that she wanted to go home! I couldn’t believe it! “You stay” she told me. So I did! At the end of the evening we were all feeling frisky and in the cab back to one of the guy’s flat, they both took advantage of me being a bit drunk and were feeling me up. I was excited but nervous. I had no idea how this would work out. I had seen enough porn to know that in threesome like this, the girl usually gets fucked from behind whilst sucking the other one off, or anal was involved and I need to know the guy a lot to be able to trust him with that! I needn’t have worried though, THEY sure knew what they were doing! We got inside and wasted no time, straight to the bedroom and soon all naked. Instead of using me, they seemed to just want to make me feel good. Licking and stroking me until I was desperate to feel one inside me. – so many fingers and tongues all over me! The guy who owned the flat pulled me up and entered me from behind. He was firm but his strokes were slow and I pushed against him wanting more. The younger guy was in front of me, stroking my breasts and kissing me, he seemed in no hurry, but I was and pulled him towards my mouth. There I was, in the position I have seen so many porn stars in, sucking a guy one end, being taken from behind the other! I had to stop sucking as I came loudly. They swapped positions and I could feel they were soon going to cum. They were thinking the same as me and the porn star experience was complete when they both pulled out and began wanking themselves in front of my face, first one then the other splashed my face with their cum, I felt SO dirty and a little embarrassed! The younger one called a taxi and took me home. He asked me out and gave me his number. I’m tempted!