I’m Kayla and my husband is Derrick. We got married in 2004 when I was 19 and he was 31. He was perfect for me, charming classy and stylish. We had a happy honeymoon period and had two beautiful children. After Derrick got a managerial role at work we moved out to Cheshire and settled down there for good. Eventually, like everyone sex became a rare thing juggling work and family. After our baby girl was born I had postnatal depression and became very unhappy. It was as though the fairy tale had ended and everything had become meaningless. We never got the chance to go out dancing, have a drink with friends like we once did every weekend. That was when I had an affair. I still am very embarrassed about this although me and my husband have evolved a lot since then. It started with a coffee at work, then a drink afterward, then a date. His name was Anton he was 2 years younger than me. I found it so exciting being around him, he really understood me. I felt this rush of blood I hadn’t had for years. After a month of very close friendship and innuendo he took me to his apartment and we made love. It was passionate and intimate. He was attentive to me and what made me feel good. My heart pounded with bliss. It happened regularly after that. For a few weeks I told myself, I deserved it, that Derrick didn’t look after me that way. Anton was more than just a physical partner I had started loving him, I knew things were getting dangerous. My children are everything to me, I decided I would be with Derrick until they had grown up and left home. Then came a day I will never forget. After dropping our kids of at their grandparents for the weekend I was supposed to go to work to finish some papers overnight for a development project starting the next day. One of the other girls that worked at the office called me and asked if she could do it as she needed some extra overtime and I said that it was no problem. At first, I thought I’d visit Anton but he was on a lads holiday. When I arrived home Derricks car was gone. I was confused as he said he was in all night but I presumed he had gone out to pick up something. I parked my car in the garage and went and got into some comfortable clothes for the evening. When I was in our bedroom I heard his car pull onto the driveway and glanced out the window. He hadn’t even gone to the garage he just got straight out. The passenger door swung open and a young woman stepped out and the two of them started coming up to the the house. I tried to listen as they came in. I heard them kiss and started to hear heavy breathing soon after. I was upset but also as I was currently having an affair It almost negated any betrayal I felt I suppose. I thought for a while what to do. Would it end our relationship going down there I thought. After thinking It over I decided to go and see them. As I walked into the lounge I saw she was on top of him with her breasts on full show. She noticed me as I walked in and recoiled in horror. Derrick quickly got up apologizing to me in a frantic desperate manner. I didn’t say anything for a while. It felt like this moment was one that would change my life forever. Are you in love with her ? I asked him first. The woman was leaving and I said she should stay. Derrick was confused and evasive. He said he didn’t feel anything about her, I new that wasn’t true just looking at him. I managed to stay calm and to be confident and I told him I wasn’t angry. His eyebrows were raised very high at this point. Then some how I said something and to this day I don’t know how I said it. What if we all go upstairs and make love on our bed ! The girl looked shocked and Derrick was speechless. Are you being serious ? He asked over and over. The girl looked frightened so I said to her it was okay I wasn’t angry with her at all. After an awkward silence Derrick turned to his lady friend and asked is she wanted to do it. She told him she’d love too. With that we went upstairs together. It was a night I won’t ever forget we laughed giggled and made love like never before. The girl who I have come to know as Alisha was amazing and I could see my husband was madly in love with her. It flowed naturally, we were all generous to each other. Derrick was done after 30 minutes but me and Alisha must have been kissing and licking and rubbing for hours. It was fabulous. The day after Derrick dropped her off and as soon as he walked through the door we ran into one another’s arms. It was so liberating. It was hard to explain, like a weight was lifted off both our shoulders. Then I remembered something. I decided it was time for us both to be honest. I said I had something to share and he listened patiently. He was agitated when I told him about how often I had met Anton but he was calm and eventually accepted what I had said. That night we talked things over and decided we had a lot of changes to make. Part 2 Next (More Sex Heavy)