At just Twenty Years old I can hardly be called a swinger.In fact until I started dating my current boyfriend I did not even know sites like this existed.Then just recently we began to visit what I can only describe as a unisex naturist sauna.Although the only people there that used to walk around naked were the older guys.The few girls that were there used to wear bikini bottoms.God did not bless me with big breasts,But he was not exactly unkind either so I had no problem with going topless.On the last occasion we visited we decided to have a massage.I knew where the massages are conducted,And its just a curtain pulled across the room,so I was confident nothing untoward would happen,As although nobody could see you would certainly have heard.On booking the massage I was a little surprised when they offered a choice of male or female.I say surprised because I had seen the girl that done them but never a man.We were shown to the cubicles to get ready.Which really consisted of removing my bikini bottom and placing a towel across my lower half.A couple of minutes later I was joined by the masseur,He was a rather good looking black guy.I come from a generation where interacial dating is not frowned upon so was not put off at all.Although I have never dated one myself,And had no intentions of doing so. I have to say he was the ultimate professional and at one time he had me so relaxed I nearly dropped off to sleep.Then suddenly he said would you like to turn over.He then turned his back so I could cover myself below and he began again,As he moved up I began to feel a little excited,and as he massaged my breast area I felt my nipples ck hard.It was obviously the massage but I know this sounds strange but the sight of his black hands against my white skin seemed to excite me even more and it was all I could to stifle a groan of pleasure coming from my lips,I knew I was soaking below and if he had pulled the towel away and entered me I knew I would not have put up any resistance.And in no time at all it was over.I went back down to my boyfriend and had to smile when he said his was so good he nearly got a erection.I never told him that I nearly had a orgasm. As we sat there I kept looking over to where this guy was standing with a few other black guys,And it seemed everytime I looked they were looking back knowingly.I got up to get us two coffees and stood next to them.As I waited one of them said you was unlucky he dont do internals,It was said in a jokey way that you could not take offence to.All I could reply was maybe I will be luckier next time,And at the time I must admit I meant it. When it was time to leave I sat waiting for my B/F and the guy that said it came over and calmly said give me your phone to put my number in,And I will finish what he has started.I know that was very forward but I just handed him my phone.As my B/F drove me home I cant describe how excited I was.We both live with our parents so sex between us was not a option that night,And I have to admit I did not want it with him.I honestly wanted it with one of those black guys and did not care which one.I could not wait to get into bed and satisfy myself,At the thought of one of them fucking me.I have had some pretty wild fantasies but normally once they were over,Things just returned to normal.But this time as soon as I woke up it was the first thing on my mind.And it was all I could do not to ring him right there and then,The worst of it was I could not even remember what he looked like.All I knew was he was black and I wanted him to fuck me.I thought as the morning went on the feeling would wear off but the urge to call the number just got greater.And around 11 am I called the number.and after initial conversation agreed to meet him at his address it was only then the enormity of what I had done hit me.I had just phoned a guy and arranged for him to fuck me,And I was not sure about what he even looked like all I knew was he was black.The worst thing of all was I knew I was going to go. As I left for lunch I was a mixture of excitement and nerves,I know I could have stopped it there and then but I really did not want to,And before I realised I what I was doing I was phoning work to lie my veneer had broke off and I was going to the Dentist and may have to wait.And before I knew it the cab was pulling up at his address.I cant say I was not nervous but it was like a force was just pushing me on.He buzzed to let me in.And before I could change my mind he was down the stairs to meet me.He lived in a studio bedsit and said sit down and poured us a wine.Joining me on the sofa he kissed me.And I had no hesitation returning his kiss.It was surreal as we had only spoken about fifteen words and suddenly I was willingly removing my clothes.It was not long before I was completely naked.Kissing and rubbing his hardness over his shorts,He slid them down to release his hard black cock and I just went down to take it in my mouth,This was done because I wanted to,instead of him.I was in a daze as he just lead me to the bed,I laid back and he entered me.I nearly orgasmed straight away,and it was not long before I did,I actually thought I was going to pass out when he came into me.As we laid back I actually found myself apologising for how I had behaved which amused him.He kissed me and said as soon as I came down last night they knew I wanted black.And was he my first.I admitted he was,he smiled and said I wont be your last will I and I had shake my head in a no movement.We fucked twice more that afternoon each time as good as the last,before I called a cab.His parting words to me was you have my number,but I dont think you will need it.And dump the white guy your ours now. As I sat in the back of the cab I pondered all that had happened,I felt a bit bad about myself but not the slightest bit of remorse or guilt.And somehow his your ours now statement seemed to ring true.I knew in my heart I did not want to be with my boyfriend anymore.The only real guilt I feel is I know I want to fuck another black guy,The guilt comes because I mean any black guy.I am actually behaving like girls I would previously have looked down on.And I really cant say where this journey will end.