"This is It"; Said Shona (Name changed)as she walked through the door.
Its taken me a few weeks of umming and arrhing to pluck up the courage to come for a massage; but I'm here now! She said, shaking my hand whilst avoiding any sort of eye contact.
Shona was mid 30's, slim, with cropped natural blonde hair.
As we discussed her treatment she kept smiling, tapping her foot and looking around the room.
When i mentioned this and asked if she was ok? She just said that although really nervous, she was also very proud of her self, for making the effort to come.
Further discussion disclosed that her confidence was zero, her sense of self value weren't much higher and she considered herself to be unattractive and not too bright.
(Thanks to Years of listening to her EX husband's cruel and unjustified criticism).
After apologising for her appearance; hair too short, boobs too small, not very tall, tummy not as toned as it should be, and bottom not as tight as it should be; i pulled the curtain whilst reassuring her that she had nothing to apologise for and certainly not to me.
Draped in a cotton robe she stepped from behind the curtain wringing her hands and flushing crimson with nerves.
After checking her blood pressure and asking various questions about her health, the moment had come for her to get on the couch.
I told her not to worry and held up a towel to shield her.
I don't know how she did it, but she sort of levitated onto the couch and settled face down under my towel in one easy movement.
So far so good she said with a smile.
As i revealed her back she asked if she had spots?
NO, you have good skin, i replied.
She soon relaxed and as the massage progressed she seem to drift off into her own space.
Her buttocks were tight and as i worked on them she relaxed her thighs and parted her legs slightly.
Her legs were slender and well toned, but i knew what she was about to ask;
"Do i have cellulite"?
No none at all, your legs are great.
She actually turned over in a very relaxed manner and said how nice the back massage had felt.
She then covered her face with her hands and mumbled that if i didnt mind, she'd like to change her mind and would now like to have a slightly more sensual massage.
"Its been so long since i was touched", she said by way of explanation.
Working on her boobs, her nipples went like studs and she allowed the odd sigh to escape her lips.
I genuinely love small boobs and told her, that hers were perfect.
Her stomach tensed momentarily as i ran my hands down her body and as i moved nearer her groin, i notice her ease her thighs apart slightly.
For the rest of her massage my fingers traced over, massaged and gently explored her body.
Her freshly shaved pussy glistened with oil and as i gently rubbed and stimulated her hood she began to cry, but asked me to continue saying she didnt know why she was crying because she felt so happy and relaxed?
She apologised for having an orgasm and i noticed an odd tear continuing to run from her eye.
As the massage came to an end and with her body on full display she started to talk.
Obviously her body image was foremost on her mind.
I answered her truthfully; She was a very attractive lady, with a perfect figure, her breasts were pert and firm, her torso was toned, her buttocks taught and legs had a great shape.
On hearing this she took hold of my hand and thanked me?
We sat chatting over a coffee and it was quite sad to see the damage done to her confidence, after years of being put down.
That was some years ago, she is now a bubbly happy beautiful woman who enjoys naturist holidays and posing for the camera.
I guess the point of this post is to remind everyone that compliments, cuddles and kindness can do so much good, and if you can't be nice about someone, it may be better to keep quiet because no one want to hear your comments, plus a mirror can be a great leveller.
She loves reading your stories and asked me to post a note saying what a honest and happy lifestyle many of you lead. With no need for affairs, lies or deceit;
Envious, but still to shy and nervous was how she concluded her statement.
