not in a million years did I think I would be adding to my original story so quick,As you know I had sex with another guy purely to pay back my partner for wanting me to.The only reason I done it with a black guy was I wanted it to hurt him as much as possible.But as I said it was the best sex I have ever had.And in my heart I knew it would happen again.What happened and I did not see it coming was he decided overnight I was the biggest slag God put on this earth, And Sunday morning he packed his bag and left.It would be silly to say it never hurt,But inside I knew it was Probaly for the best AsI had overnight become as the comments said a black mans plaything.As I sat here alone I done the worst thing given the circumstance I could have done by opening a bottle of wine,And the more I drank instead of feeling bad,I felt good I can do what I want now The more I drank and in my madness I knew I wanted to give myself to another black guy,So in my mind I thought get dressed and go get one Which is easier said than done.But where there's a will etc, I live in a area where there are several bars that black men go and suddenly I found mysel bravely walking into The xxxx,on the pretext of being lost and just wandered in by mistake,If I am honest it was a bar that before I would have been scared to go in alone,But I was a bit amazed how friendly it was.I bought glass of wine,even though admit tingly I had already had far to many.very soon blokes were talking to me in a friendly way.I had purposely left off a bra and although my breasts are not that big it was plain to see. Suddenly I got a bit scared but then maybe because of the amount of drink I thought it's what you want.and any second thoughts went from my mind.this was crazy I got up to go to the toilet and a guy with no face said if you need a hand wiping it give me a shout.This was madness but I replied come in in 2 mins then.Never dreaming he would,within 2 mins he was knocking at the cubicle door,I don't know why but I just slipped the lock,As soon as he came in he unzipped himself and I took him in my my mouth,within seconds he pulled my head to him and came in my mouth,and it was honestly as quick as that.As quick as he came in he was gone I felt happy and had no problem with going back to my drink.God a month ago I would have been out of that place like a shot.Obviously now I had laid my cards on the table.I was there for the taking.Obviously I was suddenly the centre of attraction,And I wanted fucking and as bad as it seems I did not care by who. It seemed like the more I drank the more I wanted it to happenI began talking to a guy and as the bar got busier we were pushed closer together,Suddenly he said you want a black mans cock in yo don't you.And I could only say yes, he said lets go and I did.as he drove me home every single comment you made flashed through my mind,About gang bangs everything but I was doing exactly what I wanted.My flat is laid out so as as you go through the door the bedroom is facing,So it was straight to bed.I can't lie about this I could not get my clothes off quick enough,I laid back and watched him remove his,As soon as I saw his black cock,I wanted it in me,No foreplay just do it,I was so wet he slid in me easily, and it was explosive.then suddenly he came in me.I was actually gagging for breath,As he rolled off me he whispered God your so easy,Your either a virgin or a black mans freak,Man am I going to share you.Funny thing about this I was not offended,And yes agreed, He fucked me again and said babe your ripe for breeding,We are going to wreck you,Far from being offended I was like yeah bring it on,we then drifted off to sleep, I woke first and looked at his blackness sleeping next to me,I have done one night stands before and normally though lets get out of here.But all I could think of was my morning mouth,So slipped from bed for some mouthwash,Slipping back beside him he awoke,He smiled and pulled back the quilt and more as a order said suck me to life you white slut,I went down on him more because I wanted to,as soon as he was hard he moved to enter me again.Ha Ha 3 fucks is enough for anyone,So we got up and had coffee. As we spoke he said Lets be honest you only fucked me because I am black,I was a little hurt so said yes,It was strange to be so open with someone,As it's not the type of conversation you have the morning after, He then saidI am going to pass you round you slut.Your not wife material,you are what you are,He kissed me as he left and said you know where to find me and we are going to make you our trophy.The worst part for me is the more I thought about it he as right