Thankyou for your kind comments from my first ‘blog’. They were very reassuring and made me feel much better about myself. I understand the one comment doubting my authenticity, but I write these for me and to try and justify my double life, so all comments are welcome.
Do any women out there have the urge to basically, fuck other women but like me don’t consider themselves to be either lesbians or BI. Most women can consider another woman attractive or sexy and not be into women but I’m even more confused now than I was before I wrote my last blog.
These experiences won’t be in any order, in fact in the last week I’ve ended up in bed with two couples and enjoyed every minute of it but that’s for another time. This is another experience.
I told you about how my job working from a hotel gives me the opportunities to live my ‘other life’ and how it may even have been the catalyst for it all, but this didn’t happen there at all and can’t really be to blame.
In fact, this is an even more random and highly unlikely event all together. Have you ever been told ‘ if you turned left instead of right we would never have met’ or if you were 10 minutes later we wouldn’t never have met ? I can’t remember what that’s called but I’ll call it fate.
I parked my car one day outside a shop, opened the door and bumped it into a woman who proceeded to berate me with a lot of ‘watch where you’re going’ and called me a ‘stupid bitch’. Not being the shrinking lily, I once was I told her to grow the fuck up and apologised for the terrible injury she must have suffered (Sarcasm being my strong point). A week later I’m walking down a street to my car and passed a house, at the door was the same young lady, muscular, shaved head and plain looking. She stopped, looked at me at which point I decided that that should actually apologise rather than lose some teeth and came up with some crap about it being a very bad day. She took it well and we laughed.
Days later I pass her again and from that point a young woman I had never met before became someone I passed on a semi regular basis. And yes, we ended up fucking, but you have to be patient because how it started is just as important as the event. So, this is why I started by asking if any women are attracted to other women but aren’t bi or lesbian. I found myself having sex with men with a cock inside me but me imagining its her, a woman with a cock (sadly there’s no strapon’s involved, sorry again). I found myself desperate to have her touch me, even hoping that she would walk into ‘my’ hotel, but it never happened. So, I had to orchestrate the ‘accidental’ encounters. I tried my best to pass that street at that exact same time and it wasn’t long before my persistence paid off.
Cutting this story as short as possible, I said hi and she said Hi. I made some comment about her very detailed tattoos running down her neck and arm to which she replied that ‘they covered her tits as well’. I must have looked shocked because she said ’don’t be shocked and asked me if I wanted to see them. I asked if she meant her tits, she looked at me as though I was stupid and said no, the tattoos but you can see my tits as well if you want. I looked around at the busy street and said ’here’? she walked away and said ‘for fucks sake, no, there’ pointing at what turned out to be the flat she lived in. I felt stupid but followed her to two or three doors down to where she lived.
What happened next was both quick and what I would call, shocking.
The strange thing is that I found her quite scary or rather, intimidating. Toned arms and legs, she had a shaved head and the tattoos that I was about to see ran from her neck to her hands and she was quite controlling. No, would you like to come in but ‘get in’ and ‘stand there.
Almost immediately I wondered if out of all the stupid things I had done since my ‘alternative’ life had started whether this was the dumbest thing and most dangerous thing I have ever done, even dumber that letting a cab driver take me to a secluded car park to fuck me, roughly and unprotected.
She threw her jacket onto her sofa to reveal a thin t-shirt promoting some band I’d never heard of. Then, facing away from me she pulls that off to reveal a dragon tattoo, its grey body winding it sway up her spine, its wings wrapped round her arms with its claws or whatever it is that dragons have on her hands. She turns round and asks me what I thought. The dragons head in between her tiny breasts, a long-forked tongue over one breast. I didn’t know whether to be aroused to terrified.
She rested herself on the back of the sofa with her hands either side of her and asked me what I thought. I said ’amazing’ meaning the tattoo. She said ‘the art or the tits.
Before I could reply she said ’come on then’. Again, my blank look irritated her and she insisted that she had ‘shown me hers’ so I had to ‘show her mine’.
I was wearing a jacket under which was a thin polar neck under that was my bra. The jacket was pulled to the floor, and she stopped and looked at my chest, examining me. She didn’t say anything, just looked then ran a finger over one breast and round my nipple which despite the bra was pretty prominent. Again, despite my outrageous second life so far, I was scared and couldn’t get my words out. All I managed to say was, I haven’t and I’m not and I, erm.
She looked at me and said ‘you do fuck don’t you? I said yes, but. She completed my comment with ‘just cocks? then paused and said, ‘never mind’. I though that was the end of it but she ran her tongue over my lips and neck and put her hand under my bra and gripped my breast, pinching my left nipple before lifting the bra up over my head along with the polo neck. I standing in her flay with my back against the from door topless in front of a girl or woman who examining me.
There was a bit of squeezing and kissing of my breast before she grabbed my hand and put it on her tiny breast and told me to ‘have a nice feel’. I massaged her gently and it felt good. I could smell mint on her breath as she just staired at me, her face was no more than an inch form mine, the two of us gripping and squeezing each other’s tits. She put her mouth to my hear and whispered to me ‘you’ve really never had a girl before, have you?’ I stuttered my reply confirming that I hadn’t.
For the first time in a very long time, I was not in charge, this scary girl with her shaved head and body covered in ink was pressing her self against my bare chest with her lips on my neck and her hands which had undone my jeans and unzipped them had found their way done the back and onto my buttocks. She whispered that she was going to fuck me, that she was going to ‘eat me’ and fuck me. She leaned back so her face was now a few inches away from mine, looked at me and grinned and with a simple ‘lets fuck’ pushed her tongue into my mouth and pushed my jeans down before she went onto her knees and pulled them off me and lunged at my pussy opening me wide and sucking and liking me pushing her fingers into me and I just let her.
I stood there, back against the door, naked whilst another woman explored my pussy with her mouth and fingers. I looked around her living room at the nice furniture, the expensive TV and wondered at how feminine it was and how, if I was single this is the sort of flat I would want. I didn’t get much further before I climaxed and my knees buckled.
My first lesbian lover had me by the front door, biting and sucking and pushing her hand as deep into me as she could before pulling me up and pushing me into the sofa, demanding I stay exactly where I was.
She undressed and I saw another tattoo, what I assumed was a dragons egg above her smooth pussy.
We fucked for along time, both of us Cumming and screaming. She rode me, grinding and slapping her pussy against mine with her hand round my neck and sounding angry yet laughing yelling at me ‘you’ve fucked before haven’t you’ then shouting that I had girly fucked before gripping one breast so hard it hurt.
We fucked and climaxed and fucked again. She was rough with me until the end when she became gentle and slowly and softly, we basically ‘made love’.
I visited my new lover a few times and just talked and wrapped our arms and legs round each other and kissed and sucked and explored each other and rocked until we made each other cum.
I progressed from fucking men to fucking other women to helping tow and sometimes three people enjoy sex. I have my tattoo’s lover to thanks for the best compliment of my sex life so far when I let a younger couple and his brother take me. Kneeling on a bed with his nice but seemingly timid wife on her back whilst her husband gently thrust his cock into me whilst I opened his wife’s pussy with my fingers and sucked and explored her clit with my tongue whilst his brother, a skinny and a bit naive lad fucked her mouth she moaned and groaned and thrust her pelvis into my mouth and pushing her brother in law away for a little while looked at me and almost in a daze told me how amazing I was with a ‘oh fuck I’m going to cum’ pleading with me not to stop adding that I was ‘so fucking amazing at this’ just before the lads cock slid back into her mouth. Just after her husband came all over my ass and back and his brother came in his wife’s mouth showed her more and sucked the cum out of her mouth and spat it back onto her mediocre tits before sucking them and retrieving the cum and spitting it back into her mouth. I fucked her and she loved it, so did her husband and his brother. He fucked his wife and his brother fucked me. That was extremely disappointing, no climax and barely a dribble of semen made it to my face when he decided to wank himself over my mouth.
But it was an experience which is what my second life is about. I have fucked a 19-year-old virgin, a 70-year-old dirty old man and a couple on their honeymoon and I’ve even sucked the cock of a man whilst he stood against the bathroom door where his ‘always angry and opinionated’ wife was having a shower and washed his cum down with a tiny bottle of wine from the fridge in their room which she was paying for. That’s a complicated story and maybe for another time. The 70 year old was different, maybe that’s one for next time.
