I wet myself while they watched and laughed at me. I have not written on here for a long time. For quite a while I have been in a relationship with a very sadistic ex-convict. He saw my advert on another website making it clear that he had peculiar needs, pent up by so long a time inside. The website included pictures of me in an open bottom girdle, with satin front panel, stockings, suspenders and bra, full length satin and lace slip and demure blue skirt suit. My ad said I needed rough groping and verbal abuse while being groped to orgasm in my expensive satin and lace panties. When I met the bald headed tattooed brute, who had brought his friend, after dark, to the dogging site, I wanted to wet myself. They had brought things to use on me, to make me cum and to humiliate me. By the time they had finished with me I had wet myself several times, while they watched and laughed me, so helpless and vulnerable as I was.