Hi I just had to tell someone what I just done this weekend. I love my husband loads but we are going through a rough patch at the moment because of money. We havent been out for months and couldnt take the kids on holiday this year so we are both really stressed. But that shouldnt be an excuse for what Ive done now. To get some space and some time away I went out with the girls this weekend and in a way wish I hadnt. Ive had no power in my personal life just recently so was amazed at how much power I had over men. Most of my mates are single but even the married ones were just filthy. We had a great time and when I got home couldnt beleve the fun I had. I had some numbers given to me by men but threw them away. What the hell would my husband say if he had found them. Saturday morning I chatted to my friends about how much fun I had had. They just told me that that was just the beginning we get much louder usually. They told me to go out with them tonight they would pay. So i made up that it was one of their birthdays so my husband would let me go out again. Sue came round very early and took me to hers. Off came my jeans baggy top and flat shoes , on came my friends boob tube White leather mini skirt and her best black boots with such a heel on I had to practice walking in them. I rung my husband to say I was staying the night at Sues we were having a girls night in and out we went. The power was coming back to me already. We all met at a pub. What a sight Six girls between 21 and 36 all dressed like total sluts. I my self am 26 and felt so bad but soooo good. To be part of a gang, lying to my husband and doing what I wanted to do was so good it was great. Lisa handed out condoms, Oh my god Im not doing that no way, But took some any way. Good girl said my mates. Good girl I dont think so, but no intension of doing anything bad, I havnt been on the pill for two years since my last child because the pill made me ill. No way am I doing anything naughty. We headed off to a night club and the night was set it was a great time dancing, but then I noticed my mates copping off with blokes. I had been chatted up a few times that night but thought they were just feeling sorry for me. Every one says am drop dead georgous cos Im a size 10 firm boobs long blonde hair but I just dont see it. I was starting to feel a bit silly now the way I was dressed but then Sue introduced me to a realy nice man. I dont know why but seeing my friends do it gave me confidence, well that and the double JackDaniels I just downed so started to chat with Greg. He was so nice and friendly and when I looked about saw all my friends had gone. I paniced a bit but Greg calmed me down and made me feel safe good and totally in control. This in fact made me lose control of my senses and my body as we made our way to a quite part of the club. We sat and just touched each others legs. He told me my skirt was lovely and stared to rub it towards my sopping Gstring. I just let him and then started to remember I was a woman Before I was a wife and mother. God it felt good to be wanted in this way. Then I just lost it and told him to take me somewhere anywhere. We got a taxi to his flat and by the time we were inside were all over each other. No plesentrys just straight to his bedroom and I was on my knees sucking his monster cock. I havent had an orgasam for Three years and nothing was going to stop me now. His cock could not fail to plese it was very big. We didnt even have time to undress, just as well it takes ages to take these boots off. He was rubbing my soaking wet pussy and my clit nearly took off. he started to rub his swollen member towards my hole then I remembered I need a condom. I grabbed my bag but couldnt find them. I hadnt put them in my bag I was soooo sure I wouldnt do anything to need them. Well how wrong I was. I didnt let on and told him to fuck me any way. I was past caring and no way was I going with out now so told him I was on the pill. When he entered me I thought I was going to split But for my love hole being sooo wet I think I would have. The pain was fantasticiy good and I had an orgasam that should have killed me. He must have enjoyed my tight pussy as he came minutes after. We got undressed and talked as we cuddled in bed and when we were rested we had more sex. It was sooo good I cant describe it. That night I come four times and we had sex till morning. He said to get in touch through sue and when we had showered he took me back there to sues. Had a good time sue winked and I told her all that Ive told you lot. I do feel so guilty now you could not imagine but on the other hand I want more, Lots more. So now what to do my husband wouldnt even let me wear the leather skirt let alone the boots. Do i jack in my husband ,how bad would that be , but I could have a better life. Anyhow if Im pregnant the choice will be out of my hands. I do want my husband but I really do want more night life........