The drivers have their own parts of the ferry ,away from the holiday makers .many of the drivers went straight to their cabins to get their heads down . I expect to get my head down a lot tonight ,but not get much rest ! Frank held court in the bar with me next to him . Drivers were coming up and talked quietly .I could see money changing hands and Frank making notes on a scrap of paper . There was not much drinking ,but drinks were bought for me and soon I felt a little tipsy . With the ferry fully loaded I felt the vibration of the ship's prop . The drivers coming up to Frank had tailed off and he took me for some food . Over the meal Frank talked about his life . It made sad listening .Faled marriages ,kids he never saw and a mother who never wanted him .It explained a lot . I told him that was the past . I told him about my previous life which a lot of people would have loved to experience , but it was not for me . I told Frank that he had let me find myself .I told him that he had made me realise that I did not like myself and that being hurt and abused was what I wanted . Shrinks would call me a massacist , but what's in a name . I took Franks hand and looked into his eyes and told him ,I was his for as long as he wanted and that I would refuse him nothing . If I upset him I would expect him to beat me up and I would not stop him . Frank was not comfortable with the conversation and told me to shut the fuck up . He gave me the paper he had written on .it listed cabin numbers with a 1 ,2or3 alongside . Frank explained that these referred to the number of my orificies that had been hired , but he said not to refuse anything .if somebody took more than they had payed for I was to note the cabin number and he would collect later . I set off well supplied with condoms and tissue . To be honest it was mostly boring . Many of the men were in awe of me and kept saying how they had never fucked anyone of such class or quality before . Only one guy caused me grief .when I went down to suck him I became aware of his horrible smell and I said I can't do this . His response was to hit me in my stomach . When I could breath again I told him Franf would here of this . He laughed and said that Franks instructions were that if I failed to please I was to be smacked around until I saw sense. This sounded believable so I went down and sucked . He was a 2 but he had my arse to compensate for me insulting him and instead of coming in my arse he came in my mouth as I cleaned him up, I got back to our cabin to find Frank asleep in the top bunk .I took the lower one ,too tired to shower ,but did put a lot of cream on my cunt and arse before plugging them I had fucked six men and only used two condoms . Silly me ,silly them . Xx