I'm shocked at the number of messages I have had asking for more info about me and Phil. Someone said I must be still 'fucking' him, well to be honest I'm not but there are 3 parts to my holiday secret. I had done my best to avoid Phil, only going in the pool when hubby was there who honestly wouldn't' understand and I know you won't believe me but I adore my husband. One evening half way though our two week holiday with Phil and Julie we had been sunbathing by the pool, hubby who can't handle his drink was slaughtered so Phil and I had to almost carry him to bed, Julie had one of her migraines so took pain killers and sleeping tablets and went to bed. I was in my swim wear but as it was getting a bit chilly put a shawl over me and sat by the pool to read. About 10 min after putting hubby to bed Phil comes out and sits next to me, he just smiled and asked if I was ok. I told him I was. He told me that hubby had shown him photo's of me from my modelling days and said he wanted to fuck me. I told him that what happened was a mistake and could never happen again, he just leaned over and said 'It will happen again becouse you want my cock inside you so stop playing'. I told him to stop being stupid and that I was going for a shower. As I walked away he said he would join me in a minute I told him not to come in. He just said 'all you have to do is say no and I won't. I went to the shower room and after about 15 min of standing in a hot shower thinking about what I had done, feeling like a slut and hoping I wasn't pregnant the door opened, Phil just stood there, took his T Shirt off and shorts and got in the shower. It's a big shower with two shower heads one at each side. He went to the other side and switched it on, I went to leave but he told me to stay where I was. I didn't feel intimidated or anything but for some reason just did as I was told. I watched him as he showered, his huge cock just swinging as he lathered himself. Now you he told me, I did the same covering my self with soap, 'rub the soap into those tits' he said, which I did. He told me to wash the soap off and like a silly submissive woman I did as I was told. I said he had to go they could walk in on us at any time, 'you know that's not going to happen and I'm going to fuck you. He walked over to me put his hands on my shoulders, he's 6' and I,m only 5'5" or so, so he had no problem pushing me down. I was on my knees and he grabbed the back of my head with one hand and his cock with the other feeding it into my mouth. I struggled to breath only managing when he pulled out of me but it would go straight back in. I almost choked becouse I swear it was almost down my thought. It wasn't' so much a blow job as he was fucking my face. As he pumped his cum into my mouth I came so hard I fell onto my stomach. Phil put his hand over my mouth ' now swallow it' which I did. He picked me up by my waist and put me on my back, sucking my hard nipples and then going down on me, pushing his tongue into my hole almost eating me, I came again and again, he picked me up and put me on my stomach so I was facing away and entered me from behind. He hammered me for so long I didn't want it to stop. I could feel another orgasm coming and as he came again filling me with his hot cum I came so hard I just screamed. Phil got up and left and it was awhile before I had the energy to get up and dry myself and get into bed with my husband. The next morning I rode my husband hoping that would make me feel less guilty but only ended up disappointed with his 2 minute's before he trickle of cum was inside me but I suppose it was also to hide phil's sticky cum that had leaked from me onto the sheets. I promise you this is true so don;t make harsh comments I feel bad enough, ladies reading this must have some sympathy.