Living on a residential site as i do ,you get to know people of your age and even older ,you don't realise how old you are getting ,it creeps up on you gradually ,you, find out you cant do things that came naturally ,an example with me ,i could lift heav things but now lifting a full watering can s an effort .

There were a few carers visited the site and you would acknowledge them after seeing them drive by,there was a parking area next to my place well one unit away from me ,where a lot of s d carers left their cars.

Well my neighbour Jean was taken to hospital ,she was much older than me but i got on well with her and her husband when he was alive ,when she came home she had to have a carer Emma was her name,i often had a chat to her on her visits .

It was on one these visits as i walked past her car she was crying ,i tapped on her window and said what is wrong Emma ,oh its personal , sorry i said i didn't mean to pry ,as i started to walk away she said its my husband ,is he okay,he's not been in an accident has he i said ,no she said i just found out he is having and affair .

I told her how sorry i was to hear that ,now Emma must be in her late thirties at a guess or even younger ,she always wore a black dress with the carers loggo on it and a cardigan ,i said to her my door is always open if you want someone to talk to ,she said that's very sweet of you i might take you. up on it.

The next day i saw her go into Jeans place and thought she looks fine ,so i made a cup of tea and sat in my lounge ,it was about half an hour when my doorbell rang ,ah i thought the post what bill is going to be this time,on reaching the door Emma was standing there ,sorry she said but i thought i would take you up on your kind offer ,yes come in i said .

She said i cant stay too long i have a lot of people to see today ,i said go and sit down i will make you a cup of tea,she was sitting on the settee and i sat opposite her in an armchair ,she went to get up ,i should not burden you with my problems ,please sit down Emma it will help you to talk to someone ,what about your mother ,.then she went on to tell me she moved here from Manchester so there is no family to see nearby then she started to cry ,i got up and on getting some tissue gave it to her ,

As i sat next to her she put her head on my shoulder ,she looked up at me and said thank you for listening to me ,you are so kind ,i must go she said ,can i use your loo before i go ,of course you can i told.

After she had gone ,i saw Jean in her garden ,i used the loo and the air was full of Emma's perfume ,i went outside and asked Jean how she was ,oh much much better now thank you ,i said i spoke to your carer she is ever so nice ,yes Jean said i will miss her ,today was her last visit .

I thought to myself i will really miss Emma as i really enjoyed her company and being older it was nice to have a younger woman drop in to see me ,okay i was genuinely sorry that her marriage was in trouble ,but i suppose seeing her a lot it seemed i had a girlfriend just like fond memories times past .

Never mind life goes on just me on my own and my first girlfriend ,my right hand ,which was i am ashamed to say it was used a lot thinking of Emma.

As it was late summer i was sitting in my back garden enjoying what could be the last sun this old body sees this year ,it was nice just me in my shorts and a glass of lemonade ,as i closed my eyes and started to doze off .

Then do you ever get a feeling someone is watching you , well i did as i opened my eyes ,i could not believe it ,it was Emma she was sitting in the other chair watching me ,she was wearing a skirt and white blouse and a bit of make up which i had never seen on her before,she looked stunning ,

She said i am sorry i did not mean to startle you ,you didn't i replied you look fabulous Emma ,she said you looked so relaxed ,i had a day off and i thought I would visit my old friend who was such a help when i was down .

How are you now i asked her ,I'm fine now thanks to you ,i have got used to being single again oh and i have started to see someone ,that's great i said wishing it was me ,she rubbed her hand around the back of her neck and said its really hot here ,she unbuttoned a couple of buttons on her blouse ,i could see the top of her blue bra ,

She was talking to me but i was staring at her bra thinking if only ,she stopped talking and said you are not listening ,sorry i said ,you are starring at my tits aren't you, guilty as charged i said sorry ,that's alright she said ,I'm flattered .

When did you last have a shag she asked me , ,oh years ago i confessed , then i said i probably could not manage it now anyway being old ,she said would you likes to try ,she went on i have not had a shag since my ex ,how would you like to be the first guy to let his cock empty his spunk in my cunt .

I said your new guy hasn't yet then ,no she replied then she said do you still shoot spunk when you wank ,yes i told her,good she said ,let us go in then and see what we can do together ,i see your cock is nice and hard .

She was right and i was scared i might release my spunk before anything happened .................to be continued