I always knew that i was not the same as my mates ,they never suspected though as when i had a chance i would get excited seeing their cocks in the shower after our football matches ,luckily i did not show it .

I had girlfriends and yes i shagged them but i always wanted to be shagged by a guy ,and many years later i was thinking where or how do i go about finding a guy with the same urges as mine ,then i remembered the public toilets in the park as it was renowned for trans guys to meet there.

I plucked up courage to go there ,when i arrived there was an older guy standing outside and i went in i wanted a piss so i stood there pissing when all of a sudden the guy outside had followed me in and was standing next to me just staring at my cock ,i must admit it was horny and as my cock got bigger ,he said lovely ,i did not complain when he reached over and held my now rock hard cock ,lovely he said again as he started to give me a wank , he stopped and walked over to the dry part of the floor .

He beckoned me over to him and i joined him my cock still out ,,when i joined him he got down on his knees and started to suck my cock,,it felt so good ,he stopped looked up at me and said i want to swallow your virgin spunk ,i said holding back you had better hurry i am going to cum ,he quickly had my cock in his mouth again just as i released my warm spunk ,then he stood up .

I said how did you know i was a virgin ,i could tell he replied ,then he unzipped his trousers releasing his cock and balls ,he was hard but his cock was smaller than mine as i was glad it was a bit later ,he said undo your belt and pull your trousers down and lean against the wall ,as i did he kicked one of my ,legs so my legs were wide apart ,he had hold of his cock and was teasing my arse trying to get his cock in it ,i was not expecting how painful it was when he finally had the whole length of his cock in luckily he s came pretty quickly .he asked me my name and would i meet him next week ,i gave him a false name and said yes .

My first experience was not that good ,the smell of the toilet and my first time having a cock shag me,i felt cheap and dirty ,surely it cant be like that normally ,it took me a few weeks before i decided to go to a gay club ..

When i entered it there were loads of people in there women as well as guys ,i walked up to the bar and ordered a drink and whilst drinking i scanned the room ,the juke box was on and couples were dancing .

Then there was a nice looking girl next to me and she said you are new aren't you as i have never seen you before ,yes i said to her ,would you like to dance with me ,why not i thought its not a guy but i can look at the guys as we danced ,halfway during the dance she held me tight and i could feel she had a growing bulge .

Then as i looked down her cleavage she noticed and said they are okay aren't they,yes i said ,then she said that is the implants and hormone treatment ,i still have a cock as i enjoy shagging guys ,what is your name i asked her ,Vicky now she said ,as we danced we kissed ,is this how it should be ,we got on really well and she asked me i wanted to go back to hers .

Now this was a complete shock to me ,i was just expecting to have sex with a guy ,i know she is a guy but i cant get my head around that he can also be a she ,if that makes sense .

We got to her flat and we soon got stripped off and as we sat on the edge of the bed ,i explained to Vicky my first experience was not as i expected ,she said you will be okay just relax ,with that we laid on the bed ,she said do you fancy a 69 ,the next minute i had her smooth cock in my mouth and she had mine ,we caressed each others balls when we both had swallowed each other spunk we went to sleep

I had my back to Vicky and i was awakened by her cock entering my eager arse ,and it was not painful as she shagged me she put an arm around me and grabbed my very erect cock and wanked it ,the feeling of being shagged and wanked was just how i was hoping it would be .

Vicky was very helpful in my journey ,i never slept with her again but she did get .me many of her friends that i did do though ,and i got to really enjoy swallowing creamy spunk ,

I made up for lost time ,and sometimes met two or three guys a week ,just for a mutual wank ,69 or just a normal shag ,,i must admit i do love a cock in me fucking me hard and watching my rock hard cock bouncing with each thrust .

I am going to my first orgy soon ,,and i am looking forward to it