I’m still struggling with my sexuality and I’m now 40. I’ve always been in heterosexual relationships and Ive been married for 10 years, sex life is pretty non existent. Anyway I had an experience when I was much younger and it’s always stayed in the front of my arousel memory bank. So I lived on an estate that backed onto miles and miles of fields and during the summer me and my mates would hang out in the woods just messing about, but this day was different. It’s was a really hot summers day and a few of us had arranged to go fishing, we choose a time and place to meet and when I arrived only 2 lads had turned up, both older lads but I knew them quite well. We walked the 2 miles or so and settled by the lake for a day fishing. I’d set up on the far side of the lake and the other two lads sat in the sun on the other side. After a few hours and not much action I made my around to the other lads. They had some beers and offered me one, I wasn’t a big drinker and soon started feeling a bit tipsy. The conversation soon got onto girls and their experiences etc and at the time I was a virgin, I hadn’t even touched a girl and no one had touched me, but that was all about to change. As the two lads chatted the eldest lad lent into his bag and pulled out a porn mag he’d borrowed from his dad stash, we huddled around to look at the pics, this Was the first time I’d seen anything like this and I could feel a stirring in my shorts. The older lad then started reading stories from the mag and both lads had their hands down their shorts rubbing their cocks, I’ll be honest if felt a bit weird but a surprisingly horny experience. After a while the older lad just came out with ‘I need a wank’ and literally just stood up and pulled out his cock, it’s was a decent size and I noticed it’s was dripping, he sat back down and began wanking as he continued reading the mag, before long the other lad announced how horny he was and laid down, unzipped his jeans and pulled out the most impressive cock, it’s was ridiculous in size, he was bigger than the men in the magazine, it made me feel very inadequate, at which point I just rubbed myself through my shorts. After a while as both lads were clearly getting more aroused, the older lad just came out with ‘Anyone want a blow job’. We all laughed but without much hesitation the lad with the huge cock stood up and walked towards him, he slowly kneeled beside the older lad and fed him his enourmous helmet, I couldn’t help but watch but wasn’t sure if it was the thing to do? After a minute the older lad beckoned me over ‘Suck my cock’ he ordered, I was clueless, but so fucking horny and desperate to taste his thick cock but wasn’t sure what to do? I leant forward a put my hand around the base, it’s was so thick compared to mine and very warm ‘that’s it wank me’ I slowly wanked him, whilst I looked up at him sucking that huge cock, which looked like it’s was about to burst, their rhythm increased and the lad receiving started warning he was about to ‘Cum’ the older lad didn’t seem bothered and continued with wanking him into his warm mouth, just then I felt a warm spray hit the side of my face as ‘Big cock’ covered us both in thick cum, the older lad caught most of it, but quite a bit dropped on me. The pressure was now on me as the older lad pushed my head towards his swollen helmet, as I got closer I could smell the musky sex smell, it was turning me on, I opened my mouth as wide as I could and took his fat cock into my mouth, it’s felt amazing, he pushed my head up and down building momentum and within a less than a minute, I felt him tense and without warning my mouth and throat were filled with what felt like a gallon of spunk, I swallowed it down, as I wasn’t sure what else to do. I was then pushed to the floor and the two older lads took it up n turns to suck my much smaller cock but within in a minute I was spunking all over the place, streams of the stuff. We continued to fish but all I could think about was getting my hands on the other lads massive cock. After an hour or so of pointless fishing, it was time for round two, but this time I made the first move. I walked over to wear ‘big cock’ was fishing and just came out with ‘Let’s have a feel of your cock’? It’s huge, he laughed but laid back and pulled it out, even soft it must have been 6 inches, ‘Can i feel it? ‘Of course’ ‘Crack on’ he said, I leant forward and wrapped my hand around him, I felt the thing stirring immediately, he looked at me, smiled and groaned, he was soon at full length, I gazed at his beast as I wanked him, it felt so powerful, meanwhile the other lad had made his way back around and was now standing by my side with his cock out, but I could only focus on what was in my hand, I increased my rhythm as I felt his legs twitching, I knew what was about to happen and was excited, I leant his cock towards me and attempted to take him in my mouth but it was too big, I rolled his long foreskin back and licked his opening and around his helmet, he was pre cumming and it tasted good, I built up a good rhythm and as I felt his legs stiffen I opened as wide as I could and took the whole helmet in my hungry mouth, he pulsed and filled my mouth with his cream, I kept sucking until he softened, I then moved onto the other lad, I was cock crazy but loving it, he lasted about 2 minutes but this time he came in the lake. A crazy day, that led to both lads always trying to get me to come fishing. The three of us repeated this on a few more occasions, one of which involved a girlfriend but I’ll leave that story for another time.