When I found out my husband was cheating on me with his cousin I was devastated. I had two small kids and I didn’t want my marriage to end. He didn’t want to lose his kids and decided to finish with her and stay with me. It was hard but we tried. After a year he suggested to go to a swingers club. I almost smacked him in the face. I couldn’t believe that he would ask me to do that after the affair he had had with his cousin. He explained that this would be different, it would not be cheating, he said. I still thought it was well out of order and told him he was disgusting and how it meant he did not love me at all. I cried and felt yet again that my world was falling apart. And so we carried on living together without making us happy. I cried so much that one day I realised I had no tears left and no love left for him. He refused to leave and I felt trapped in a marriage I did not want Once I knew I did not love him and once I had accepted that it would be better to stick together for the sake of the family I somehow started to warm to the idea of going to a swingers club. I started to fantasise with the idea of dressing up and turning up there and finding someone that found me attractive. A stranger. That idea seduced me. I kept touching myself thinking about it. The night we went to the club I was so ready to have sex with a stranger. I got so sexed up about the whole idea of getting there and hooking up with someone else, someone that would want to have sex with me. I had been faithful to my husband for 17 years and our sex life had been pretty bad, he had never been able to give me an orgasm and if he saw me using my vibrator he would use to resent me, so basically I was gagging for it. We met this couple at the bar in the club, the woman seemed really keen on my husband. I was delighted. I told her she could have him all to herself. She was pretty and I complimented her but she made it plain clear she was straight and only interested in him. Good, I said, I’ll have your husband then. Little did I know then how much her husband was going to pleasure me. Little did I know how her husband was going to make me squirt for the first time in my life and make me cum one, two and infinite times in one night experiencing for the first time multiple orgasms with a man. I loved it. My husband on the other hand hated to see me enjoying myself so much and within months I left him. My eyes were opened and my mind too. :)