I'd been away for the weekend and had returned to my flat early Sunday morning feeling horny as hell. I'd spent the weekend staying with friends and one of the conversation pieces had been about gay chat sites and how easy it was to meet guys and have sex. Most of the people there were married and old friends and as a newly divorced man of 42 it was welcome company but the conversation had set my heart racing. I'd always had fantasies about gay sex but as I became older they had become much stronger. Since I'd got my flat and freedom, I'd find myself more and more on gay sites and I often had phone sex with guys but was always to nervous to meet. That night after going to bed I had got very excited about all my secret scenarios and was determined to on my return home to arrange a meet with a guy in a similar predicament for some real time play. Upon entering the flat I ran a hot bath, undressed and had a little soak. Closing my eyes I lathered all over given special attention to my erect 7' uc penis and arsehole. My mind was racing through thoughts of big cocks, tongues and naked guys and having sex with them - I was so horny. Quickly drying off, I slipped a robe on and turned on my computer and visited a gay chat site I frequented, my cock poking through the robe, electric to the touch. There were quite a few local guys online, I'd uploaded a profile page previously, saying I was Bi-guy looking for my 1st time and some pictures of my cock and different naked pics in different poses. It wasn't long before I had a message from a guy I wanked with on the phone. I'd secretly hoped he'd be there and my heart missed a beat. He was the same age, local and looking for similar but also nervous like me. His pictures were similar to mine and we were both slim build, quite hairy with similar size cocks. The phone wank had been intense and I was eager to go the next step. We had the usual pre-amble before he typed 'I really need my balls sucked', I didn't need any persuading saying my cock needed the same and inviting him over. Clearly he was in a similar state of arousal and soon asked for my address(which I gave him) saying he'd be over in 30 minutes. He then logged off. I sat back wondering what I had just agreed too, feeling guilt pangs but so wanting to gorge on a hard cock. I wandered round the flat in anticipation for the door bell to ring. I went into the bedroom and sat on the bed in front of the mirror taking of my robe and posing like I was in a porn film, rubbing my arsehole and moaning 'oh just fuck me hard' as I spread my cheeks for my soon to be arriving gay meet.....tbc