Hi am Charlie a 52 year old married guy but in last few months have had the desire to get involved in playing with men which I have done in the past many years ago so just though I would share a couple Of little stories from the past which might interest people in helping me get my cock sucked or me sucking a cock

I am typical man into football ,sports ,& woman but every now & again i have this urge

About 30 years ago i had a few made years with an ex (not whom i am married to now)

Relationship wasn’t great & I started ringing gay chat lines & it was turning me on speaking to likewise men about sucking/fucking etc & i would wank & cum while doing it so one guy that was local on the line asked if i was free in about an hour & with being hard at the time told him yes

We arranged to meet in a car park ,i got in his car & within 5 minutes my cock was in his mouth while i wanked him

He couldn’t get enough of my cock & I emptied in his mouth while he shot his load very quick

I said thank you & within 10 minutes I was back in my car going home thinking I need more of this.

A few months later I put an advert on a gay phone line & found a guy about 20 minutes away as I had been watching porn & watching men get fucked turned me on & wanted to taste a cock to see what it was like

We arranged to meet he was full gay & out while I needed to keep it hiding

I went to his house he was about 20 years older then me I was about 23/24 at the time

We went straight to his bedroom,he took my clothes off & we got jnto his bed & watched gay porn & we wanked each other slowly

Then for 1st time I sucked a man’s cock & gagged too much as not experienced enough & he told me to slow done & just take little bit at a time which was better

He then sucked me for a bit & then asked if he could fuck me & I was that turned on I said yes & I told him I wanted it from behind

He put a condom on & lubed up & began to fuck me

It hurt for a while but pain got easier & he was gently & took his time reaching round & wanking me until he came

I felt a bit uneasy for a while after not sure about what went on but for weeks the feelings turned me on & I meet Mike a few times & he fucked me & made me cum one time fucking me without touching me

He then moved away so that stopped & so did me doing this until a couple of years later

I paid a visit to my hometown too see family for funeral of a friend had a few drinks & left them to get a taxi back to family home as I was staying there but before i did I fancied some cock so went into a public phone box rang a gay chat/meet line & within 15 minutes was in someone’s car going back to his house

We got there he was a good looking guy & there wasn’t much talk as he knew what he wanted ,we sucked each other & he wanted me to fuck him & it was very intense & I fucked him in a few positions with him even giving me poppers to sniff & I ended up cumming with him riding me & me wanking him till he came while riding me

He give me a lift back to where I was staying & that was that

That’s all my experience & all like I said about 30 years ago

Have rang a chat lines again of late as I fell maybe it’s time again to have a go if things feel right .