It wasn't until i started to write my previous letter here on SH about my first suck of 2014 that it dawned on me how many different cocks I'd sucked in 2013. The total shocked me and i couldn't help but feel a blush of shame that i had been such a slut. Here i am, a so called respectable business man, long time married and devoted father had managed to suck twelve different cocks in 2013. Some of them more than once!! Let me layout my stall. I consider myself a multi sexual, if there is such a description, I love sex with women when it happens without the complications of an affair. I am a confessed cross dresser and big panty fan and fond of a spanked bum on occasions. Thats enough to be going on with i think, don't you? I have always been aware of having bi-tendencies because of a busy adolescence sucking cock and being buggered, albeit painfully, by an early wank buddy. I also sucked on a regular basis, a husbands cock, when in a three way relationship with a married couple. Then i turned 50. All of a sudden i was cottaging. First cock peeking at Waterloo gents then ending up sucking my first cock in the woods at the famous Wisley open air cottage. Haven't stopped since. Back to 2013. The year started out not with a cock in my mouth but with a finger(s) in a very wet fanny, my first for ten years with another woman beside the wife. An old flame and work colleague appeared out of the blue via Linkedin. A kiss and a cuddle in the hall of her flat ended up with me sucking her tits and fingering her juicy cunt. 'H' was the last woman I had sex with outside marriage. The memory of it made me go back for more as the last time we had sex it was with my cock up her arse while she wanked herself off just before she had a lunch date with an ex boyfriend who happened to be the first person she had anal sex with. 'H' is the poshest bird i've fucked and maybe the dirtiest, as she told me latterly, that she took great pleasure in telling her ex during lunch that another mans cum was dribbling out of her bum. 'H' and I had planned further meets but the whole relationship got a bit complicated. That's a story for another time. Back to cock. My first of the year was after a visit to Brighton on business. The meeting was very short and I had time to spare before I returned back home to Surrey. I thought I would pay a visit to the famous cottage on the sea front just down from the pier and see if there was any action but it was very quiet. To be honest I always feel a bit of a fraud when I go there as i feel it's the patch of the true gay man and a bi-sexual's like me have no business 'queering' their pitch, so i headed up to another well known haunt, a beauty spot that overlooks the town, that is not only a popular dogging site but in the day time is busy with cottagers. Have always been lucky on my trips there having sucked off a cross dresser and got a load in my hand after wanking off a man. I pulled in to the car park and parked up next to a Mercedes with a lone driver. He was a business type in his middle forties. We exchanged the 'look' and I got busy nipple twiddling. I looked back to see he was out of his car and heading the direction of a narrow bit of path by picnic tables and disappearing into a clump of bushes. I was out of the car in a shot and was soon level with the bushes. He was standing there with his overcoat unbuttoned, flies undone, sporting a wonderful hard on. I melted to my knees and was soon savouring his dick. As i sucked I could feel the cock getting stiffer, always a good sign. I pulled his balls out of his flies and started to pull gently on his ball bags. This prompted the man put to his hands on my head and forced my mouth further down the shaft of his cock and fuck my face and begin to mutter 'Suck my cock...suck my cock!" Whoosh! went the first spurt of spunk to the roof of my mouth followed by and even bigger load. My mouth was soon full up. After insisting on draining every last drip the man was zipped and off. As i got into my car another car pulled up right beside with another lone driver, he looked up and soon had his hands up his top fiddling with his tits. Another car came into the space this time on the other side of me. This time is was a dog walker so i took that as a go so i drove off home up the M30 savouring the the man in the Merc's spunk. The next three were with 3 regulars suck buddies. 'A', 'B' and 'D'. They are all in their late fifties. 'A' is a fellow cross dresser like me. We met online on a previous site just when I started to be 'bi-curious'. We never got it together at the time but we got in touch again here on SH. 'A' lives locally and drives past the end of my road on his way to work everyday. About two years ago he started to pay early morning visits on a Tuesday when the wife was at work. I'd drop her off at her office and when i came he would be waiting outside the house. As 'A' wore a type of uniform for work he never looked suspicious to the neighbours as he could be a man who had come to fix something in the house. 'A' used to arrived with his girly underwear under his work clothes. He likes to wear a basque, with suspenders, his wife's panties and brown stockings and I always wear my wife's black bra, suspender belt, stockings and black slip. When 'A' comes around we behave in quite a girly fashion. I find myself mincing a bit which i know sounds silly but it just feels natural. With 'A' the sex is passionate. He is the only second cock up i've had up me since I started to have sex with men. The session usually starts with very heavy snogging and ends up with us both in a sixty nine with us almost achieving to come at the same time. Alan visited around twice in 2013. The last visit was a very intense affair. After the prelims of kissing and groping each other through our panties i was desperate to be fucked. I was lubed ready as i new 'A' would oblige. Our first anal was in the summer of 2012. It was the first time i had been shagged properly. There I was on all fours across the marital bed while 'A' banged away at my man fanny. The sound of his balls slapping against mine coupled with the fact the gardner was mowing the lawn outside in the back garden was very horny. This time i wanted to fucked like a woman so i laid on my back and wrapped my legs around 'A's back. God it was like love making. We kissed passionately as 'A' fucked me hard with his very stiff cock. As my hole is a little more up my backside than front 'A's dick didn't stay in so easy so we went back to doggy fashion where i could feel the thrusts. Anal sex is great. Try it. As time was running out for 'A' to get to work we decided we both had to spunk so we went to 69 position and sucked each other. I got very close to coming and warned 'A' he said that he wanted me to spunk over his face so i got into a position where I could oblige. I surprised myself at the load that i covered 'A'. I just kept coming and coming and as i did 'A' was scooping it up and putting it into his mouth. He was now close so i went down on him and with a few sucks he was filling my mouth with sweet tasting spunk. I met 'B' in one of the busy car parks at Wisley three years ago when I parked up next to him. After an exchange of glances we both started nipple twiddling. Assuming he was up for fun I got out of my car and went over to speak to him. I commented on how busy the car park was then 'B' suggested would i like to come home with him. The idea and thrill of the offer led me to following his car around the M25 to the Chertsey exit and to his rather nice home which 'B' shares with with his daughter and a lodger. In moments we were both naked in his kitchen diner, kissing and sucking each others tits. Now B suffers from a little bit from erectile dysfunction so his cock is not always as hard as it should be. Doesn't matter to me I just love cock sucking. I always cross dress for our sessions which are usually short affairs as despite his lack of firmness and a love of his bum being fingered he always manages unload a very nice load of spunk into my ready mouth. In 2013 'B' have i met three times. The third was when he, for the first time, came to my house for a session. Have to add that pre-sucking i always get a few minutes of B's firm hand across my bum. I also met 'D' in the same car park as 'B'. We had parked up along side each other. It was busy with dog walkers so we just watched each other wank from our cars. In a quiet moment I got out of the car and pulled down my jeans to show that i was wearing a thong (the wife's) 'D' then got out of his car and went to the boot and produced a Tesco bag that contained his wife's undies. He gave them to me and asked me to come in a pair of panties. What an offer! Wasn't long before i was spunking a well aimed load into the gusset of a white pair from M&S. I happened to write about the experience on SH and noted that i thought that that 'D' had a fat but shortish cock. 'D' spotted the letter and in a reply under my story commented that he could have been the man I met but he certainly didn't have a small dick. He didn't, because D has become a visitor here when the wife's away on four occasions. D's cock is about 7 inches and uncut. It's a beauty. D's visit in 2013 was well organised. Apart from the other kinks i have i am an un-fulfilled 'cuckhold'. I fantasise big time about another mans cock in my wife's cunt. Alas it's never to be as she is just not like that. So as a compensation i get a real kick out of men wearing her underwear and coming in them. My plan was to for D to try on the panties I know she wears consistently and maybe dribble a bit of pre-cum into all their gussets. The visit wouldn't be the first time 'D' had worn the wife's panties as on his previous visit i put him in a pair of sensible lacy pair. I sucked him off with his cock hanging out of the leg until he spunked and for posterity of the moment i took a picture with my smart phone just after he had ejaculated. The pic shows his cock, though still enlarged is hanging down and a little dribble of spunk is just hanging onto the the eye of his cock. When 'D' arrived at the house we had our normal snog and went upstairs. He was soon out of his man clothes and I dressed him the wife's black bra, black suspenders with stockings. (The undies i usually wear) I then proceeded to put him in the panties that were prepared for him. Some the panties were what you might call 'big knickers' and not sexy. Certainly not on this day as they showed D's cock shape beautifully and any precum that was beginning to leak from his cock was already showing up as little wet patches. Again for posterity sake I took pictures of each pair 'D' tried on. I then took 'D' into the bedroom and got him to lay on the wife's unmade side of the bed. I was in cuckold heaven knowing that a 7 inch cock was in our marital bed. We snogged and 'frotted' ( I love that word') each others cocks together before i went down on him and sucked him off. This time i filmed the blow job with the smart phone and as i write this it sits running on a loop at the top of my PC's screen. The session was a great success and ended up with D spurting his load into a pair of the wife's knickers. What i did next with them is very kinky. I let them dry out and put them in among the pile of clean ones. Did the wife notice? No, as few days later i saw wandering around in them while getting ready for work. One downer on the meeting was that i had always wanted D's fat cock in me but it didn't happen as i couldn't find the condoms i bought for the occasion I had hidden them too well in a drawer. The next four were courtesy of the SH chat line. To be continued...