After Simon

Lost in self loathing and vulnerable I'd visit the old clubs for comfort where  I became an easy target for anyone looking for an easy fuck , maybe I did this to punish myself, the not knowing Simon was very ill and  the fact he didn't confide in me, burnt into me with guilt, sex was just a distraction, or was it something more? .

The money he gave me laid idle in a bank account, untouched, somehow it didn't feel right. The car sat for months in the garage just gathering dust. I just couldn't bring myself to drive it, the memories were now becoming my worst enemy. How could I be this inconsolable about someone I'd only spent perhaps a dozen times with sexually, perhaps 20 tops  in just the three years we'd known each other.

 He saw something in me that made him happy, perhaps it was my vulnerability which he could easily take advantage of.

This had, for a time, brought my marriage into question as my wife spent most weekends with Neil as his plus one at parties , sometimes she'd be away a whole week, if not slightly longer, Neil would send the odd video to show she was being well looked after by himself and the other men he'd share her with , he really was making the most of my wife whilst I came to terms with the situation but to be honest, I was ok with that, the break would ultimately save our marriage but at the time I thought it was over, wife number 3!

It was on one of those whole weeks I decided I'd take up hiking on the peak way walk  and staying at camp sites along the route at over 150 miles long, I'd given myself 2 weeks to lose myself from my own emotional state i was going through The isolation, if not the tranquility and stunning views, would benefit me in more ways than I'd bargained for, I'd never complete the planned route as fate had delt its hand for the better, I just didn't know it yet.

 Armed with a new one man tent , back pack and essentials I made for the station for Stockport and onto a new adventure that was about to unfold in a very unexpected manner.

Arriving at Stockport I broke out the ordinance survey map and made my way to base camp site to speak, Campsite acquired I got out my new tent which was quite a challenge, very different from my scouting days as I struggled to figure out what went where when a man in his, Id guess mid to late 40’s came over and asked if I needed any help.

I immediately accepted as I was hopeless! 

There was something about him that immediately made me feel at ease, the way he'd lean close over me to help with the guy ropes, so close I could smell his strong body spray. There was definitely something about him as he seemed to deliberately get close so our bodies momentarily touched, I guess my offering little to no resistance was perhaps the reaction he was looking for, for me, I wasn't looking for fun, just a quiet time to myself for reflection. 

Tent up , I thanked the man, he said his name was Wayne and he walked back to his tent, a similar one to what I'd just bought but slightly larger so no wonder he appeared confident in erecting it for me.

The rest of the day went without incident, I sat alone and watched the sunset , very emotional moment for me as I recollected that last evening with Simon, shedding a few tears I made my way back to my tent, passing Wayne as I did so, he saw me but pretended not to notice. Now back in my tent I just laid there as it went dark, then cold as sounds of nightlife now filled the air.

I'll admit, the solitude was exactly what I needed right now.

After what seemed like the longest night, dawn broke, the sound of birdsong filled the air, that lifted my mood somewhat.

Wayne had walked over the my tent and tapped the side, ‘ fancy a fry up , I've got loads of bacon from the camp shop, now that was an offer I couldn't refuse, I'd not really eaten much the past 24 hours so readily accepted, I had no hints this was part of his plan to reel me in, how I missed the signs I'll never know.

The smell of bacon filled the air as we approached his tent. Sat down on the grass we ate the tastiest bacon sandwiches I'd had in a long time whilst I checked out Wayne's equipment, his camping equipment you mucky lot! 

His tent, even though still a  one man tent, looked bigger than mine and darker inside down to its deep orange colour.

We got chatting, my first mistake, Wayne was good, I mean REALLY GOOD as he seemed interested in what I was saying, he caught a glimpse of my ankle clad in nylon, the smallest peek but he saw it, this was just what he was looking for to confirm his suspicions of me, I'd completely forgotten I was still wearing my hold ups , even my panties Simon had given me.

I  think he'd already guessed I might be gay, now gay with a nylon fetish, it was looking like his luck was in as I was just oblivious to his interest in me.

He in a roundabout way got onto the subject of my almost hidden attire,

Quite brazenly he just came out with it,  ‘ So, you like wearing tights’? Wayne had taken a big chance asking me that, this I wasn't expecting as my face went bright red. 

Suddenly it went deafeningly silent around us , as if nature itself waited for my reply.

There was so many things Id of liked to say but I just replied ‘ sometimes’ that seemed to kill that line of questioning , for now anyway.

Finishing my impromptu breakfast I made my way back to my tent to get ready for a new experience although there'd be two of them, not just the wide open spaces I'd come to experience, but the overpowering domination this man was about to unleash on me.

Wayne saw me struggling trying to pack my new tent and came over, firstly to apologise for his comment and to show me how to pack the tent, that seemed to relieve any tensions between us, in any other situation I'd of willingly opened up but the departure of Simon was still raw.

Wayne asked what route I was taking which by pure coincidence??  he was also taking the first four stages and if I'd like him to be his walking partner, ok I thought, safety in numbers and someone to talk to for the first 60 odd miles, he packed my tent into its tight bag for me then packed all his gear up into his rucksack.

Water bottles filled, we were off.

The fresh air, the scenic views and the odd bit of chat between snapping away with our camera phones was just the tonic I needed as we slowly made our way, Wayne knew the route like the back of his hand and showed me a few more remote parts of our route, occasionally injecting a few questions about my tights, he didn't know they were actually hold ups, his face when I finally opened up a little, his smile was perhaps just a little too infectious but I felt at ease with myself at long last. The questions started to get more invasive but I just put that down to curiosity, one that would eventually find me  in a very compromising position but for now we were just two hikers walking the route.

Stage one completed and we found a campsite. He insisted we use the top field away from the crowded bottom  field which was closer to the local amenities. Tents set up, we explored the site, then the pub for much needed food and a beer or two, or was that three? 

Wayne now seemed more interested in my past, one which easily flowed out as the beer took hold, he just had a way where any defenses I'd put around me to protect myself just melted away, now for the first time in months I felt at ease with myself and others around me.

Somehow we staggered back to out tents, thank heavens it was still light enough to see! The local brew must have been really strong, getting to our tents he put the kettle on for a quick cuppa then off to bed, by now I was just over tired so just crashed out on top of my sleeping bag, wayne had to help me undress, not a clever idea to sleep in your clothes, in the confines of the tent he said as he struggled to get my shirt off but was rewarded by the impressive site of my enlarged nipples, they looked erect but that was just the conditioning they got in a very regular basis, when aroused they really are impressive!

Wayne looked at them with a hunger I instantly recognised but he did nothing, just as well given the amount of beer we must have gone through. Next my boots were undone and put into the storage part of the awning.

Now came the trousers,I watched as he unfastened my belt, I didn't really know this man and here he was about to remove my trousers, now loosened he pulled them down, the sight that he had unwittingly revealed made him stop momentarily and take in this expected sight, he was just expecting to see just my tights, what he got was me in my wife's salmon silk panties and black holdups , my cock neatly tucked into the panties leaving no doubt in his mind I was now aroused, he smiled and just wrapped the sleeping bag around me and went to his tent which left me in a real state I can tell you. 

I was tired after the long walk so with the help of the beers quickly went to sleep, it would be the call of nature in the early hours that saw me making my way to the toilet block which was inconveniently at the other end of the field! The clear skies made the trip in the dark more palletable, on coming back I noticed Wayne's tent dimly illuminated which made finding my way back much easier, however as I got closer I could make out a silhouette against the side of his tent which would have been embarrassing if he knew I could see him masturbating.I watched for some time as he moaned and tugged away at what looked like a very impressive cock but it was just a silhouette so exaggerated ?

The moment he finally came he moaned and softly called out my femme name “ oh Christine' 

He had no idea I was outside his tent, I guess I'd perhaps revealed too much about myself, too late now as I could just make out him cleaning up the mess he'd just made.

I sneaked back into my tent and carefully tried to pull the zipper down without causing a sound. To be honest I didn't give what I'd just witnessed too much thought, in hindsight maybe I should have been paying more attention as Wayne had intentions for me, Edale would be the start of an unexpected tryst between us.

It was a restless night for me, and my cock, thinking what I'd accidentally witnessed, the urge to masturbate was strong I can tell you but I resisted, it really was a long night!

First light, the smell of a fry up filled the air, poking my head out my tent, there he was , sat over the camping stove. ‘ Morning sleepy head, hope I didn't keep you awake last night'. He was actually baiting me to see if I'd bite but I pretended I didn't know what he was on about, a fatal mistake as that just upped the stakes, did he know I watched him bring himself to orgasm and call out my name? I suspected he knew and set me up.

Another filling breakfast later I got dressed and came out, Wayne had already packed his tent, he was obviously a skilled camper, me on the other hand was still thinking a guy line was a chat up line! I struggled, yet again to pack my tent whilst Wayne watched with much amusement until he submitted to my apparent helplessness, with a voice of authority he boomed out ‘ here, let me help you ‘ 

Grabbing my tent and making light work of folding and packing into its tight case.

The sun by now had risen to a decent height so off we both went to the next camp site which was further than the map suggested, taking in the beautiful countryside as we made our way.

It was a relief to see the campsite come Into view, booking in Wayne asked for a pitch that would be quiet and secluded, there was a reason for this that I'd find out later.

Again, we had a top field pitch that looked down into the site.

Wayne pitched his tent very quickly but for me I was all fingers and thumbs so he offered to to pitch it for me, tent rolled out, poles ready he looked through the bag, ‘ where's your tent pegs’ 

A surge of panic went through me, I must have forgotten to pack them!? Looking frantically through my rucksack I couldn't find them.  ‘ it's ok, the shop should have some’ and he went down the field only to return ashen faced ‘ sorry mate, they haven't got any’

Now I was panicking, where had I left them, where would I sleep tonight but Wayne's plan was now into phase two, ‘ well it might be a bit tight but there's just about enough room in my tent for two ‘ well his tent was slightly bigger than mine so it would be a make do until tomorrow.

I felt a right fool loosing my pegs but things were about to take a very unexpected turn.

My tent was filled back up into its bag and put under his awning to protect it if it rained, 

Phase two cunningly executed and I wasn't any the wiser.

We stayed out as long as possible, watching the sky, me telling him more about myself , Simon and what happened at my renewing my wedding vowels. He listened with great interest as I opened up, still unaware of his intentions, I was just relieved that I could actually talk to someone.

It was starting to get dark so the moment finally came to try for the  both of us fit into his little tent, he suggested we undress as much as we could outside and slide up into the tent, I looked round as I took my trousers off, he looked at my stockings and pink panties , why I was still wearing them on holiday I don't know, he smiled and just told me to leave them on as I might get a bit nippy later, doing as he said I slid up into the tent beside him, we couldn't both fit comfortably in there in both our sleeping bags so he suggested we undid them and used them as a mattress and duvet, his devious plan was slowly unfolding as we were now effectively together. Nothing happened, well not until about two in the morning when the temperature dropped, I woke up shaking, wayne was already awake, ‘ here, let's share our body heat’ as he moved right up to me in a spooning position, the shared body heat was most welcome, I wasn't wearing a top, neither was he as his skin pushed against mine. For what seemed like an eternity we just laid there until his arm wrapped around me, from that moment I knew we'd not just be cuddling together for warmth as his hand explored my bare chest , then a nipple which he circled with his finger, it grew hard which generated more interest as his hand went further down to the other which was now erect and hard in anticipation to his touch.

In the darkness of the tent he silently continued to play with my nipples , then his hand went to my legs, softly stroking them, his hand gliding over the nylon o my holdups, this seemed to get him very excited as he started to breathe more deeply as he gauged my reaction which I guess was positive, he sensed I was submitting to him, his response evident a solid cock, now poking into the crack of my bottom as he pushed gently back and forth as his cock seemed to get harder with each push.

He started to get a little more confident as he placed his hand on my cheeks , rubbing them before going for his intended target, his hand finally found my cock, hard , pushing at the flimsy material leaving him in no doubt I was no his, his plan has worked but could deliver in such a confined space?

With a bit of a struggle, he managed to pull my panties down my legs  and over my feet leaving me very vulnerable exactly what he wanted as he removed his pants, there was no mistaking the wetness of his glans now pushed against me leaving his slimy pre cum around my hole as his cock tried to probe my sphincter just inches away.

This wasn't one of those meaningless fucks I had in all those clubs, I actually wanted this, I guess this is what else I was looking for, meaningful sex, I wouldn't have to wait long for it neither he was more than ready. How we'd be able to do it in such a confined space was a logistical nightmare but somehow he knew how to do it as if it was looking like this wasn't his first time at it.

He stopped momentarily and reached for something, a ripping sound of a small packet then the unmistakable aroma of latex filled the small tent, well he was definitely prepared as he moved his hips to sheaf his hard cock, one id not seen so the next few minutes would be concerning as just to how big he might be. Once he'd rolled the condom down his shaft he reached for something else, by the sounds of it, a jar and proceeded to rub whatever it was over his latex encased erection.

All he said was Ready?, was I ever! .

Wayne got me to roll onto my front, of all the fucks I'd had, this was going to be the most complicated coupling I'd ever experience but also one of the most enjoyable as he moved on top of me. 

He pushed his cock at my entrance but the angle prevented him from  being able to push and enter me, I could hear his frustration as he repeatedly tried to mate with me. He'd come this far and he wasn't going to give up so easily.

Grabbing our clothes he rolled them up and pushed  them  underneath my hips to help  with his angle of penetration 

In the pitch black of night he struggled again but this time his solution was working as he now pushed against my waiting sphincter, I felt the slippery head of his cock at my entrance as he now tried to push it into me, he'd waited so long for this moment, I was totally, well almost!, Unaware he had designs on me, I wasn't anything special but he saw something that just screams fuck me, now he was about to act on them as we both jiggled about on the floor of his tent as his cock finally slid in, by the ease of it I'd correctly guessed he'd put some vaseline on the condom for extra lubricant, what a gentleman.

To be honest, it was a relief his cock was just average,maybe 6”  just the right shape to fill my ravenous bottom, with some careful adjustments of raising my hips as he lowered his, he was soon skillfully, fully in me, the warmth of his balls now rested against my cheeks.

I think with all the exertion we both had to use to get to this position, I think he was already knackered as he slowly started to make love to me, gentle, compassionate strokes as my sphincter wrapped itself around his wonderful smooth cock, not too long and not too thick, a cock you could really enjoy.

I rested my arms underneath me to gain a little height as he now effortlessly slid in and out, he whispered if I was enjoying him, I could only reply with a low moan in acknowledgement as he now started to quicken the pace. I had to remind myself we were in a field with other campers, thankfully not that close to us but that excitement I guess spurred Wayne on as his strokes started to get more forceful, that poor condom must have been stretched to its limit as he now started to pull almost all the wayout of me then straight back in with one push. 

For the first time my thoughts weren't of recent events anymore, just of Wayne making sweet passionate love to me but every man has his limits and he was about to find his.

Now he doubled his efforts, pulling all the way out , teasing my sphincter only to push himself straight back in, the sound of his balls slapping against my cheeks now getting embarrassingly louder.

I wanted to cry out to him but given our current situation thought better of it, gritting my teeth as every stroke now sent waves of pleasure through my body, he was close, very close as he slowed down to concentrate on fully fucking my cock hungry mancunt. His release was unmistakable as his last few thrusts into me were more animalistic, his grunts of satisfaction very evident as I was forced into the makeshift pillow, his orgasm was his undoing as with his last thrust he said oh fuck as a snapping sound deep within me signified a few  things,  not only had the condom failed but I was now being accidentally inseminated, the unmistakable warmth of his sperm being forced ever deeper Into me.

Wayne gripped me tight like a mating toad, although unintentional, he made me take his sperm and to be honest, I was only too pleased to receive it but I played along as he apologised  profusely, suddenly I felt in control as I enjoyed the sensation as we both got what we wanted, Wayne just got the added bonus of breeding me properly.

Now collapsing on top of me , he got his breath back, this successful mating had been quite a logistical feat indeed, his body warmth very welcome in what was a cold morning , his heart beating like a drum.

Turning on a small torch he found some wet wipes then pulled his cock out of me. I caught a glimpse in the dim light of the remains of the condom, the ring of it still tightly wrapped around the base of his cock with the torn remains of the condom hanging down around it. He wiped my bottom to catch any loose sperm then got another to clean the remnants of his sperm still oozing out of his slit before asking me to lie on my back, ‘can I finish you off ‘ well that was a daft question as my cock was about to explode!

I thought he'd just wrap his hand around my throbbing member, but no, he reached for another condom, unwrapping it produced the latex scent again as he pulled my foreskin right back and rolled the condom over and down my patheticly small cock. This time the torch was left so I could see his loving hand tease me until I couldn't hold back any more, that teasing didn't last a minute as I started to rise and fall,  my own climax built up to its crescendo, then I just came, the sensation was indescribable as my cock throbbed in his now tight grip, there wasn't much to see in the dimmed light but enough to see the end of the condom fill up with what must have been weeks worth  of spunk, I tried to cry out as my orgasm ripped through me but thankfully Wayne was ready and put his hand over my mouth as if I was restrained, yes, I think I may have opened up too much to him as he was seemingly using my past experiences against me for his own pleasures.

He watched with great interest as each spurt of spunk from my cock filled up the condom,  until it couldn't hold any more and was forced past my still swollen glans , now gripping my still pulsing cock in a bid to drain every last drop out of me.

When I eventually came back down from what was an apocalyptic orgasm from weeks of abstinence, he let go, my cock still twitching away in vain as I'd no more sperm to ejaculate, Wayne really had milked me dry.

I just laid there, Wayne sounded concerned as I didn't think he'd seen anyone react in the way I did, I assured him I was fine, well to honest I was back on cloud nine, after all that had happened to me, Wayne has restored my faith in humanity.

He got another wet wipe, removed my condom which had an impressive amount of spunk in it and cleaned my now limp cock, paying special attention to my glans. I didn't know if that was an attempt to get me hard again for round two but I was totally spent.

Looking at my watch it was now 4am and absolutely freezing, pulling up my make do pillow to one side and turning  my back to him, he naturally went for the spoon's position, for that extra body warmth of course, occasionally stoking my still stocking clad  legs, his cock now hard again  and nestling snugly between my cheeks, had he wanted me, I'd of let him, oh what a slut I am.

It felt so nice, so loving I guess but this was nothing more than a holiday romance, wasn't it? 

We must have been more tired than we thought as it was past 9 am before we were woken up by one of the camp staff, curious as to why we were still here.

A quick explanation about my tent and all was well  as we got dressed , my hold ups laddered from Wayne's over enthusiastic love making last night, no problem , I had spares so put those on and got dressed , we had a good walk ahead of us to the next camp site, maybe I could get some tent pegs there but to be honest I was actually enjoying the prospect of spending another night with Wayne, I just had to pretend last night was a one off, until later of course.

All packed ,we were off on possibly another adventure, I couldn't wait and I don't think either could he, next stop Bamford, a good 16 mile slog which would be a real challenge for me, that's where everything changed and a whirlwind three day sexual experience awaited me, Wayne had pulled out all the stops and steered me in the right direction, his plan would come to a surprising conclusion for the pair of us.