my training now over and ive become a cock hungry slut with 1 dream left to fullfill for the time being i needed to find a top to fuck me.A few months after moving back down south i got myself another car so now i needed to find out where the local cruising ground was and hope to find what i wanted.As i had no internet at home it was hard to research though after a while i found a mobile site where adds could be placed for men after men and arranged to meet someone of there.We meet up and found somewhere secluded and stripped off we both played with each other and when i got him nice and hard i saw he was about 8 to 9ins the largest cock i had seen and very tasty as i found out. We both sucked each other and after a while he told me he wanted to be fucked so i lubed up my cock and fucked him for about 10 mins b4 filling his arse with my cum.Even though he had the largest cock i had seen i decided i wanted to try and see if he could fuck me but as i hadnt been fucked b4 it got a bit to painfull and we decided that i was to finish him off in my mouth which i did shame that i so wanted to be fucked.He told me where he usually went cruising so i thought i'd have to give it a go. After about 6 months of going there and trying both laybyes things werent looking good i had blown quite a few guys including 1 session when i was watched sucking this guy to completion and swallowing his load while 5 others wanked enjoying the show not one of them trying to find out if i was up for being spitroasted even though my bare arse was up in the air ready to be used as well.I was begining to think that maybe only guys who either wanted to only wanked blown or fucked went to those 2 spots so i just settled down and went with the flow sucking cocks when i could and when the offer was there fucking them. This went on and on even after gaing the courage to buy some stockings, basquea and a pvc mini skirt which showed i had socking on and wearing those with no knickers brought me any nearer to my dream though it did bring me a few more cocks to suck on.Then 1 night i turned up there it was very quiet and went into the spot of trees where i knew there was a fallen log it was an ideal place to get fucked as you could bend over the log giving the other guy a good position to enter you.I walked towards my spot no one about so i walked a little bit past it and saw 2 guys there with one of them getting his cock sucked a very nice sight but i turned away and left them to it. just thinking about them as i walked up to the spot i had choosen in the hope that tonight was going to be my night my dream to come true and feeling very horny from the sight i had seen i dropped my trousers n boxers and started to wank.A couple of minutes later 1 of the guys walked back along the path looked over to me but carried on walking back out, shortly after the other guy walked back looked acroos and came up and joined me.He got his cock out it was average sized and i took it in my hand.We both wanked each other before i moved down and sucked it,I asked him what he was into and he said he had come up there to fuck a guy yes i thought at last my chance.He asked if i had any condoms and lube aa i had to be fucked i always carried some just in case so i rolled the condom on his cock and lubed it up.I turned around and bent over the log opened my legs and made sure he had good access to my vigin hole.There i was bent over arse ready and poised to take a cock up my arse for the 1st time when the nerves set in, i was horny as hell nervous but i knew all i wanted was to feel him up my arse, i took a deep breath then felt the head of his cock nudging against my hole, there was a little bit of pain as he tried 3 times to enter then the pain went and i felt his cock thrusting up and inside me. wow this is better than fucking a guy i thought as i felt his balls hitting mine as he thrusted his cock in and out of my arse and all to soon he came and it was over, the 1st time i had been fucked we both tidied ourselves up and he appologised about being to quick and said the other guy he was with b4 me had got him so excited sucking his cock and next if we meet up he would fuck me good and hard and last longer.I thanked him and told him it didnt matter as i had gone there that night in the hope of being fucked for the 1st time and he had fullfilled that dream. At last im not an anl virgin now and i knew i wanted more and i kept trying but to no avail. After a short time i found a cruising site nearer to home and decided to try it but as with the other site it was hit n miss and when i did find someone they only wanted to be sucked or wanked but i carried on going and getting a few cocks to suck.That all changed a few months ago i had found a nice little spot in the wooded area and had parked up and gone in no one about so i went back to my car and was about to leave when another car parked behind mine and he walked into the wood.I waited for a short time then followed him in and saw him stood there so i decided to go to the little spot i had choosen and got my cock out and started to wank it.He slowly followed me and noticed me wanking so he joined me and i set to work on his cock.I started by giving it a little wank before lowering my head and taking it in my mouth thinking that was all he wanted as that was usually the case.He asked me what i was into and i told him anything so he asked if i wanted him to fuck me to which i said yes.i dropped my trouders n boxers and saw that he got a condom out and was placing it on his cock,i turned around and found something to lean on as i bent over with my legs spread waiting for his cock.He lubed up my arse and his cock and moved in placing the head of his knob up to my hole and gave a short push, a slight bit of pain shot through me as he entered and he was in, he fucked me for 5 mins and feeling his balls slapping against mine as he thrusted in was pure heaven before he romoved his hard on took off the condom and finished off by wanking over my bare arse covering it with his spunk. I thanked him and he said he loved my tight arse and hoped to see me there again so he could give me a propper good fucking, i said i hoped he would and told him he was only my 2nd cock up there so wasnt surprised it was nice and tight for him and left thinking hopefully i have found a top who'll fuck me there on a reg bases as i told him i was there at that time most nights but i never saw him there again.Since then i have sucked of quite a few more blokes and fucked 1 or 2 but am still struggling to find tops though there are a few things in the pipeline that hopefully will come off time will tell and if anything else does happen i'll let you all know if you want me to.