Just started my first job recently,also moved into my own little apartment.Twice during my uni time I had gay sexual experiences,in escence nothing more than a couple of mutual wanking sessions with alcohol,both of course in complete denial. Two weeks ago I was returning from work and a guy started talking to me in the lift,his apartment was a few doors away from mine,he is in his 60s and mentioned (I think to explain why he was living in a little place at his age)that he was divorced.He complimented me on my boyish looks saying how he had seen me before and thought I was too young to be living on my own,we talked on for a while then went to our separate apartments. About an hour later there was a knock on my door,it was about 7.30 and I wasn't expecting anybody,I was just out of the shower and was thinking about getting into bed and watching tv.I was wearing just a pair of slip type undies,bought by my mum who still saw me as her little boy and were perhaps a little on the small side(I suppose if I'm being honest I rather like tight undies),theres probably a few things tied into my sexuality that I'm discovering about myself,even though I've not done it the thought of wearing girls undies has crossed my mind. Again answering the door in just my briefs was telling me something,I had a towel to hand but for some reason did'nt make use of it.When I opened the door he just stood there looking at me,he looked like he'd forgotten why he'd knocked on my door,which suddenly made me feel a little uneasy. He had a couple of magazines in his hand,he had been telling me earlier how he had once played in a band and that he had appeared in a publication.When he regained his composure and managed to get his eyes back level with mine,they had very much feasted on my almost naked body. I'm very sorry he said I just thought I'd show you that thing we were talking about,I'll come back again if you'd prefer.Even as he's talking to me I can feel,I think because of the way he'd been looking at me,that I was getting sexually aroused,not like a full hardon but a definite stirring in my undies,I did'nt know if he'd noticed or not,but if you've got a minute or so I'll just step inside and show you. He was such a nice chap and his voice was almost hypnotic,and I suppose I was lonely,I did want him to come in.I should have put my pants on or put a towel around myself,why I did'nt I don't know but the bottom line is I did'nt.Other than a couple of dining room chairs I have only got a two seater sofa,he sat beside me and opened the magazines,I could feel the heat from his body,he was wearing aftershave,I was listening to him talking and was being seduced by his voice and was becoming aware of my cock becoming more and more "alive",again I did'nt know if he noticed. Almost without me being aware of it we were talking about sex,he was telling me about some of his experiences,I was'nt sure what to say,other than wanking and the couple of mutual wanks with the other student I had no sexual experience,I had never admitted it to anybody,not even to myself but I have never felt sexual feelings about females,fantasies I used for personal wanking were always of the male naked body,from a young age I'd enjoyed seeing other lads naked bodys in the changing rooms and the showers,I used to have a terrible urge to touch a cock. I must have almost been in a trance,he had put away the magazines which at first covered both our laps,he had seen the size increase and movement of my cock,being enhanced by the tightness of my undies. Talking had stopped,he put his fingers onto my thigh,saying no would have sounded silly because my cock was already trying to find its way out of my briefs,I just sat there watching his hand as it moved between my legs and as his fingers touched my tightly enclosed balls my cock pushed its way to freedom. He stood up and again without a word being spoken I watched as he undressed,his cock was a fantastic 7/8 inches,the head already a swollen deep purple.He got onto his knees between my knees and with my full co-operation removed my undies. This time I was'nt drunk,his fingers were pure magic,caressing my balls as he wanked me.We have repeated and enhanced things during the past two weeks,but on that first occasion I had absolutely no control over my own body.He realised that his wanking was going to achieve quick results but before the inevitable happened he drew my cock into the hot confines of his mouth,the response was immediate. Even with that he was considerate,he had quickly realised that to all intents and purposes I was a virgin and made no demands on my cock until I was completely ready again.I could'nt think of a nicer chap to take or a nicer way to lose my virginity.