I had caught the train into town and was now making my way over to Soho, the dirty sleazy part of London where I had been to many a time for some fun, after a few pints I would normally go to a strip club and if the show was good I would toss off at the back, one time there was three of us wanking and I found myself watching the two guys spunking and not looking at the naked tarts on the stage flashing there tits a cunt off. What the fuck was going on with me ? I was getting more turned on by watching guys wanking then the girls. Was I turning queer ?, I started to fantasise about wanking guys off, I couldn't get it out of my mind, when I next watched a porn video my eye's were fixed on the pricks and It was me sucking and wanking the guy off, my orgasm were getting more intense just thinking about it. Well this night on the train I was looking at guys differently, I was imagining then all naked sitting there wanking, my cock was rock hard as I made my way to Soho, I went in to a pub and I had a few drinks to steady my hands as the were shaking at the thought of touching a cock. Then I found myself on the streets of Soho not really knowing where I was going or where I could meet a guy. I stopped at the curb to let a car turn left and as the car drove down my eye's stopped at a sign half way down the narrow dark road. "GAY FILMS " I froze to the spot. my mind went blank I just stood there looking at the sign, then a few guys pushed past me, I stood back in to a shop doorway and looked around, I could here the voice in my head saying "go, do it now, you know you want it, this is your chance" I turned left, it seemed like an age to get to the door, a guy came out, his head was down not making eye contact, then the voices said " get in there before anybody sees you". I took the leap, the guys at the counter said "£10 mate over there behind the curtain, down to the hall", I stepped into a dark dingy hall way, the dim light at the end was beckoning me, my hart was pounding as I gingerly made my way into the unknown, the room was in total darkness every thing was black, then the film started, the light from the screen blinded me for a few moments. I stood with my back to the wall, as my eyes got use to the dark, I looked around, the place was empty, I was the only one there, I moved to the left away from the entrance, I was looking at the screen, two naked men where just standing chatting, there cocks were soft, the film was not as good as I thought it would be, but still I could not take my eye's off the cocks, I wanted to be with them, I wanted to have there cocks in my hands wanking then, making them stiff so I could suck there cocks. I was in the corner at the back when a guy walked in, he was a lot older then me, I watched him and after a while he saw me standing there, we made eye contact, I couldn't help myself, I unzipped and got my cock out and looked at him as I masturbated, he watched me wanking for a long time, then walked over to me my heart pounded all the more, I looked down, his cock was as hard as mine, the urge to suck it was to much, I went onto my knees, his cock was and inch from my lips, he held my head and pulled me onto it, my lips parted as his cock slipped into my mouth I started to gag as he fucked my mouth, I couldn't move, my back was to the wall, he carried on pumping his cock in and out of my mouth, then he stopped and gave out a moan as his cock filled my mouth with his hot spunk, I got to excited I had my orgasm at the same time and pumped my spunk over the floor as I swallowed his load, with that he was gone. Then reality set in and got up,I made my way to the curtain, as I walked to the door to go the guy at the counter said " you had better put that cock away before you go you dirty queer cunt, in my haste to go I had forgotten to put my cock away, as I zipped up, the look on the guys face said it all, it was that look of pure disgust. Yes I walked out with my head down not wanting to make eye contact with anyone, feeling quite dirty and disgusted with myself. But back home that night laying in my bed I wanked thinking about the cock I had sucked off, I could still taste his spunk and I new I would be going back for more cock soon, many more in fact.