My wife and i have a good sex life, not setting the world on fire but its ok, and sometimes she likes to fuck my bum with her finger and sometimes using a dildo on me after rubbing some ky jelly on my arse first. I love it when we do this and she always seems to enjoy it too. However, what she doesn't know, is that my biggest fantasy would be to have a cock in my mouth and my arse at the same time. She did say the othe night while we were fucking, that i should be tied down, have my legs held up and be forced to take a big cock up me, so the thought of this must turn her on too !! Well, the other day she went away to Turkey for a week with her mum and our son and i looked on the internet for a gay sauna and found one, so i went along. I got changed and went off for a shower and within a minute someone was in the next shower and he was staring at my cock and he had a big hard on. He reached out and grabbed my aching hard cock and started to wank me and i did the same to him, i loved the feel of his big cock in my hand. He told me to follow him into the dark room for some fun, so i grabbed my towel and in we went. The room just had some small red lights in there but you could see what was going on, guys were sucking cocks fucking each other and one guy was lay down and 4 guys were wanking all over his face. I stood watching untill they all came on his face, he loved it and i was ready to burst. My friend from the shower went on his knees and sucked me off and i grabbed the nearest cock to me and wanked this guy off until he came in my hand, it was fab to feel spunk in my hand! I was close to cumming and pulled away from my friend sucking me. We walked in to a massage room and another guy followed us also, i told them both about my fantasy and they said well, lets go for it ! I was pushed on to the massage table and given a cock in each hand, i wanked them as fast as i could and i sucked one and then the other before cramming them both in at the same time...i loved it. One guy pulled out a condom and rolled it on and they both got me bent over the table one of them shoved his big cock in my mouth and i began sucking and the other guy smeared some lube up me and fingered me and then started to push his cock up me very slowly...it was heaven. He started to fuck me against the cock in my mouth and then the guy i was sucking started to grunt and shot come in to my mouth, there was loads of it and i swallowed it willingly and then licked him clean. The guy fucking me then started moaning and unloaded up my bum and pulled out, the condom was full of his spunk and i was desperate to come. They rolled me over and sucked and wanked me until i came loads and the guy i met in the shower pulled me back by the hair and forced me to lick my own spunk off his fingers. It was such i horny experience and would love to do it again in front of my wife. However, i obviously couldn't tell her where i've been but do i tell her when she next says 'you should have one up your arse' that i'd love to do it?? I mean, a fantasy is a fantasy but would she really want it to happen or would she be horrified? I would welcome some comments from couples and ladies on whether i should confess my fantasy or keep it in my head or indeed does this turn women on like lesbian sex turns men on...HELP.