IM 19 and Ive recently got my own bedsit,Ive thought for a long time that I might be gay.like others I GOT A LOT of shit from guys during school,it was so hard at times being called all kind of names,girly,mini cock,no balls,I have a cock and balls its just that other boys all had bigger ones,fuck em.The only sex I got was wanking,they were always on about fucking there girlfriends and they thought it was brill to walk around the changing room with hardons,the funny thing about that was they didn't know I liked seeing them like that and when Id be having a wank at night Id be imagining what it would be like to wank off somebody elses cock,I knew that some guys sucked cocks and I imagined sometimes that I was doing that then put my own spunk in my mouth. Anyway at my bedsit I put my washing out on a line that is shared with the other bedsit,the man who lives there spoke to me a few times,then a couple of weeks ago he took in my washing when I was at work and it started raining,I couldn't wear them when I lived at home my mum always got me boxers,but I always wanted to wear skimpy undies,I used to look at them in my mums catalogue,one of the first things I used for wanking.He put a note through my door telling me to call and collect them.at first he didn't come to the door and I thought he must be out,I was just walking away when his door opened ,he was wet he said hed just gone in the shower when I knocked,he was only wearing a pair of briefs,to me they looked lovely,small and white and very tight,they were wet and I could make out the shape of his cock,he is in his 60s but he has a well kept body. I know I was saying sorry and was going to leave when he insisted I come in,it was the first time in my life Ive fancied somebody,I could feel my stomach churning,I still ask myself how I could have been so turned on by an old man,but there was something about him,I wanted to touch his body,all the pictures of the lads in school disappeared from my mind,in them couple of seconds he already knew that we would have sex together. When I was in his bedsit he said he would just get dried off before getting my washing and with that pushed his undies down and off as if it was the most normal thing in the world,I just couldn't stop looking at his naked body I didn't know it then but he was already inside my head.LATER.