I was very much in love with my ex, a 19 year old irish lad, Sean. We were monogomous and didnt really play except for one night in London. We dont normally go out clubbing but decided to go out dancing. It was a great night, we were joined by a real handsome eastern european guy., thick blond hair..6ft 1 and a great laugh....had many drinks. We got on really well but he was really flirting with Sean....and sean was a bit coy. When Sean went to the toilet, the guy said he wanted to bed Sean....but without me...could he take him back to his hotel!!! I said no way! Got jealous at ghe thought of it... Anyhow....after many hours passed, we were drinking shots into the small hours....I was very wary of him....still flirting with Sean....there seemed to be a sexual tension in the air.....sean was getting well drunk Went to the toilet at one point and when i come back...i cant see them at the bar. i was furious....where was Sean! I eventually found them in a dark corner of club....Sean was on his knees ans sucking this guy.....he had never sucked me so passionately before...it was like this guy had control of him.....they couldnt see me and I wasnt sure what to do....