Its my job,I work for a company providing support services to people,I'm 19 yrs and I'd probably describe myself as bi-sexual not that I've been that active at either level.I like to cross dress but this is in the privacy of my own flat albeit I regularly wear girly undies[knickers],I love em,under my male gear. I don't earn big money so the opportunity to make a few extra bob is always welcome,physically I'm of small build,I'm blonde and know that on occasions people have considered my somewhat feminine,I've had the occasional proposition in public toilets and on more than one occasion I've had men deliberately expose themselves to me and although I've pretended not to be impesssed there have been times when I've thought I'd like to play with that cock,I know that one of the things that held me back was the size of my own cock,I'm rather small in that department,less that 4 inches fully erect and not quite 2 inches flacid,unfortunately in the testicle department I've not been generously endowed either and though effective in producing spunk,in terms of playthings they are small and tight. Things took a turn for the better recently when I was allocated a client in his 60s,he'd had knee replacement surgery and was paying for his services.Even though he was capable of washing himself and this was'nt part of my job anyway he asked if I'd help him have a shower.I explained taht this was not in my remit and he needed to speak to the nurse who visited him,he passed some comment about her and said he would be willing to make it worth my while,I said I would need to come back in my own time,I arranged to go back at 3 the following afternoon. When I got there he was in his dressing gown,he was having a glass of whisky,he asked me if I'd like one,at first I declined but as I don't drive with a little persuasion he talked me into joining him,I had a vodka.I'm not a drinker and it rather went to my head.We sat talking,he said he was prepared to pay me for not just the time to help him with his shower but the time I spent with him,that suited me. He started telling me his life story and we ended up both having another drink,he was sitting on the sofa and I was sitting opposite him,as he talked I could'nt avoid noticing that his dressing gown had opened and I had a clear view of his cock nestling on a pair of large balls.Even though I tried not to look my eyes kept wandering back to them,he did'nt seem to be aware that he was exposing himself and considering I was there to help him have a shower why should he bother,but a silly thing was happening,I was getting an erection as he moved himself on the sofa and his cock and his balls moved. It did cross my mind that his cock was growing bigger but I could'nt be sure.He was telling me about something he'd done and how he had a video,he seemed a little drunk and when he stood up to find the video and put it in the machine his dressing gown fell fully open,he had an awsome cock and standing up his balls were the kind I'd only previously seen on bulls on the telly,perhaps a slight exageration but they hung low and were large,he made no attempt to cover himself,it was obvious he was very proud of what he was showing,my own,even though nothing in the same league but probably encouraged by the drink was yearning for me to hold it. As he lookeed for the video there was no doubt that his cock was hardening,probably the drink,I wished I could stop looking at it,here we are he said,I think this is it,I should label these things,he managed to get it in the machine and with his cock now almost at right angles to his body and swinging from side to side he walked back to the sofa,I'm thinking,is he not aware that he's almost got a hardon,but maybe I'm just over reacting,we,re a couple of men here together and surely at his age he isn't interested in sex. The video started playing,I'd forgotten what he'd said it was about but it definitely was'nt this.There was a young man in a room singing to himself as he kind of danced,he was small and slim and blonde,I think he could see I was puzzled but he just looked at me and smiled,I could'nt fail to notice that his cock was now a full hardon,he was sitting on the sofa his legs apart his great balls hanging down between them,his cock standing straight up,I did'nt know what to do or say so I did neither. The young man in the video had started to unbotton his shirt and fondle his nipples,I saw the movement on the sofa,he was moving his hand up and down his cock,he was wanking,for some reason I just looked at him and smiled,he was wanking himself and all I could do was smile.The young man in the video slowly removed his shirt and in a very erotic way lowered the zip of his pants,I immediately saw the undies and knew instantly that he was wearing knickers,the pink bow was a giveaway. I saw him remove his dessing gown,he was sitting on the sofa naked,wanking himself with long slow strokes.The young man was removing his pants,the knickers were white and tiny,they were pulled up allowing his cock and his balls to be out of a leg,they're only purpose was decorative and erotic,his cock was'nt fully erect but he began to wank himself achieving full hardness in seconds,on the sofa he was wanking himself faster.In the video an older man pushed the bedroom door open and entered,he went straight to the young man knelt in front of him and took his cock into his mouth and gripped the cheeks of his arse as he started to suck on it. I made no attempt to move as he got off the sofa and took the step it needed to stand in front of me,don't get me wrong I had many times during a wanking session fantasised about sucking a cock and indeed having mine sucked,though I did'nt imagine anybody would want to be bothered with such a little one.It was almost as if this was a fantasy,he put one of his hands around the back of my head and holding his cock in the other he presented the swollen exposed head to my lips and opened my mouth,needing to open it fully and found it completely filled with his cock. Only half at most of his cock would fit,there was no such thing as using my tongue or anything,I just let him push it in and out.The first words were spoken.hold my balls he said,they were heavy.After a minute or so he pulled away,take your clothes off he said,it seemed a very reasonable request,he was naked. At that moment I lost all my little hang ups,so I was never going to compare with most men but right then I wanted the touch of another man.I'd even forgotten that I too was wearing knickers but unlike the young man in the video my cock,though now fully erect and my petite balls comfortably fitted inside.His mouth was wide open as he watched me undress,his hand moving ever faster on his cock,you are fucking gorgeous was all he said,over and over again. As I started to take my knickers off,he said wait,I want to feel you through them.