The thought of being with another man has been with me for many years and over the last three years in particular I have been wanking and imagining a cock in my mouth. About the same time I had the urge to buy some knickers, which I did and had a few lovely phone wanks whilst wearing them. The thrill of knowing I couldvmake guys come just by talking to them was a huge turn on. I now have a small collection of knickers, hold ups and suspenders belts that I slip on and webcam with other guys. About a year ago I was chatting to a guy on a gay line and after quite a few texts I plucked up the courage to go and meet him. He lived in Medway and I come from West Kingsdown so it was not far but boy was I nervous. I arrived and sat in the car and was sick with fear but something drove me to knock on his door. It was answered by a guy who was about five four and I am six four so that made us smile. He said it was his first time but liked my pictures and decided to give it a try as I was new as well. He asked if I was wearing my stuff but I said no but had it in my bag. He said we could go upstairs now but I suggested that I could go first and get changed if he wanted me too. It was with relief he said yes. In his bedroom I stripped off and slipped on a new pair of pink knickers and a new pair of black lace top hold ups. They felt sexy against my 36 inch legs but as it was a bit cold I slipped my tight white ves back on which covered my knickers. I called down and he came upstairs wearing just a pair of pants, tight white ones. I had my back to him when he came in as I was feeling shy but he said I looked fantastic and felt his hands on my hips. He moved closer and I could feel his body next to mine, his hands running up and down my hips and thighs and I could feel his cock up against my knickers. I moved my bum up and down a bit and it felt natural for me to do it. I began to feel very horny and his hands felt great against my knickers. He led me over to his bed and sat down and asked me to turn rond a few times and said that my cock and bum both looked very sexy. He said my bum in particular was framed nicely by my knickers and then he laid down on the bed. I laid next to him placing my hand on his tum and kissed his nipple. He moaned slightly and saw his cock bulging in his pants and I could not help myself. I started to lick my way down to his tum and my hands and fingers were tracing along the outline of his cock, still inside his cotton pants. My tongue followed my fingers and was licking his cock through the material soon making it wet and transparent. Moments later my hand dipped inside his pants and lifted out his now hard cock. It was in my mouth in a moment and I was moaning with pleasure as the hard hot skin went between my lips and into my mouth and he seemed to enjoy that. He moved slightly and I found I could get his whole cock in my mouth and allowed it to slip sexily between my lips from the base of his shaft until thevtipmwas against my lips. I moved up and down for a few minutes using my tongue and sliding it down the side of my cheek. He kept saying fuck, fuck, fuck it feels great. He then suddenly got out of bed asked me to sit on the edge, held my head and began to fuck my mouth and my hands were holding his tight bum cheeks. God it was good, horny, sexy and I felt like a slut. My own cock was as hard as I have ever known it and there was a large wet patch in the front of my knickers. He moved quicker and quicker then withdrew his cock and laid me down on the bed with my head slightly over the side and stood over me opened my mouth and slipped his cock back into my mouth and said he was going to guck my mouth. I moaned and he called me a cum slut which made me moan a bit more. I was sucking and licking him when he pulled it out and offered me his tight balls to lick. He was wanking as I licked him. Getting more dominant he told me to go on all fours, which I did and play with myself. My cock felt great and close to exploding when he pulled down my knickers and rubbed his clock over my bum. Over one check then the other, he then slid it between them and I felt like a total whore. I lowered my arms so my head was on the bed, bum stuck up in the air and a lovely cock being rubbed between my legs. He ran the shaft over me a few more times and then felt it against my hole, and he was rubbing it he whole shaft against it. God it was great, and then I felt a warm fluid dripping and I realised that he had cum over me. He was shuddering and moaning with pleasure and I felt his hot sticky cum splashing over my hole, cheeks, back of my balls, and my back. I was now a total slut and turned round and saw him holding his cock and squeezing the end as more fluid seeped from it. I held his cock and put it back in my mouth and tasted cum for the first time. I could feel his sticky white cream oozing still from his cock and I swallowed it. I felt such a slut. If this is a bitblongbthen sorry but wanted to tell someone my secret, being married I have to be discrete but have had two more cocks since and loved it. Just wish I could find a regular meet Jamie