It really was so nice to to get positive feedback to my initial story,thanks.Ian,the gentleman with whom I'm in relationship does'nt know that I'm doing this,I know I should tell him but again like in the case of my mother I feel he has become a little possessive,also my mother has become questioning of my whereabouts when I go out and I've become a bit concerned that she is checking my briefs for signs of sexual behaviour,I'm writing this while she is out for the evening with a lady friend. Last week I had an extremely embarrassing moment with my mother which I believe has made her suspicious about my relationship,I was having a shower and as I washed,thoughts of Ian and I naked in bed were going through my mind resulting in me getting an erection,I did'nt hear my mother coming up the stairs,perhaps I was preoccupied,I was only aware of her presence when she opened the bathroom door,I could see right away that she was disgusted,she did'nt say anything,just stood looking at me for a couple of seconds as I tried to cover my embarrassment with my hands,she has hardly spoken to me since and I don't know how I can explain why I was sexually aroused,I dare'nt suggest about a lock on the bathroom door as that would only serve to make her more suspicious. I suppose a time must come when I will have to tell her I'm having a sexual relationship with another man and I know she will probably never speak to me the present time this site is the only chance I have to talk about these things. Ian is an extremely gentle person,he has taught me so much about not being ashamed of wanting to do things with my body,he has shown me that things I thought were taboo,oral sex and anal sex,are some of the most pleasurable and satisfying events when engaged in by two people who respect each other. We love being naked together and when I'm with him in a naked state I feel completely liberated.He has shown me how to take things slowly,to touch each others bodies away from erotic areas initially and then to enjoy so much that first touch of fingers as we explore each others genitals,to gently feel each others testicles before moving to the erect penis,he has shown me how important it is to be aware of each others ejaculation timing,something he knows can always be synchronised to be completely mutual at climax whether by masturbation,oral or anal intercourse,he has shown me that my penis is a part of my body I can train. We enjoyed mutual masturbation on four occasions before he first performed oral sex on me,it was without doubt the most wonderful moment of my life when he first took my penis into his warm mouth,I could feel the almost soft touch of his teeth in contrast to the exotic rolling of his tongue and then the subtle sucking creating a sensation that my penis if I did'nt ejaculate would burst,but of course I ejaculated,for ever and ever and ever. I was nervous when I first performed oral sex on his penis but he'd already performed on me on three occasions so I knew more or less what was required,he said it was by far the best he'd ever experienced,that pleased me so much..Later..