I spent years in chat rooms talking about my fantasies, dirty talk, cam fun and phone wanks with other guys. The thought of touching another guy’s cock made me so horny. I knew I had to do something about it, test myself. After all what can be that bad about feeling another guys cock and orgasms are always good. When I did finally summons the courage to meet someone, they let me down! I drove 25 miles, my heart was banging all the way and I had a permanent semi hard on. I was so nervous and excited, but really up for it. When I got to the point he was going to direct me from, he turned his phone off. Driving back my nerves subsided but I still felt really horny. I drove along the A1 and past scratch woods on the way home. I knew this was a place where guys went for fun. I went past 3 times then parked in the lay by. My heart was banging again. There were other cars parked, I approached a car and asked the guy if he was interested in some fun, my legs were like jelly by now. He said I should walk into the woods and wait. It was 2AM, so very dark and the woods are thick, so I was out of public view within 10 metres of going in the wood. I leant against a tree to wait and because my legs were so shaky. I see the guy approaching; he walked up to me and started rubbing the bulge, made by my semi hard on. In an instant he slipped his hand into the top of my tracksuit trousers and felt my cock. I couldn’t help but gasp with pleasure, and relief that I like being touched by a man. My cock was solid in no time. I told the guy he was the first man to ever feel my hard cock, then what he wanted me to do? He pushed my trousers down and told me “don’t do anything”. He pushed my pants down further and I opened my legs, more so my trousers wouldn’t go on floor than anything else. He carried on feeling me, then knelt down and started using his tongue to do the same things he had done with his hand. I closed my eyes and leant back against the tree and just enjoyed what he was doing. I was as solid with this guy touching licking and sucking me, as I had ever been with a woman. Before long I was starting to get very worked up, I knew I wouldn’t last much longer, but I didn’t want to stop enjoying it. I told him how good he was at sucking my cock several times and then when I knew I was going to come I told him. he looked at me and told me “I want to swallow your spunk”. This really got me going and made me loose all control. True to his word when I started pumping he took my cock deep into his mouth. When I finished he just stood up, thanked me and walked off. I dressed and went back to my car, heart still pounding, but now instead of feeling horny and excited, I felt dirty and disgusted. I felt this way all the way home. And when I got into bed this thought and thinking about what I had just done made me hard enough to wank off before I went to sleep.