I'm a 21 year old student living in London and had my first gay experience about 6 months ago. I'm just under 6ft and pretty skinny. I stumbled upon SH about 4 years ago and became obsessed with reading the stories on here. I considered myself totally straight at the time but was always particularly turned on reading the stories of gay encounters. After years of wanting to experience the feel of another mans cock i decided during one horny weekend that i was going to finally do it. I browsed craigslist looking for someone suitable, and then i found a 50 year old guy looking for straight/curious guys like me. So i emailed him and arranged to go over to his place. When i arrived i was shitting myself, and couldn't believe that i had actually gone through with it, but my cock was throbbing through my jeans and i knew it was what i wanted. Paul answered the door, he was a big muscly guy with a lot of stubble, and beckoned me in. We went through to his bedroom and exchanged about 30 seconds of normal chit chat before he said "I can tell you're nervous, do you want me to just get on with it?", i nodded. With that he stood close to me and removed my top, then he undid my belt and within seconds i was completely naked. I leant back against the wall, and he looked up at me before putting my bell end between my lips, he deepthroated my 7/8 inch cock for the next few minutes, giving me the head of my life. I came close to cumming but didn't want to as i didn't want the experience to end. So i told him to stop. He sat back down on his bed and i knew that i wanted to taste cock. I slipped off his jeans and could see the huge bulge pushing against his boxers. This was it, i couldn't wait. I got his cock out, it was huge, i thought my dick was big, but this was unreal, not surprising considering the size of him. It was pulsating in my hand and felt so good, i shoved it in my mouth, going at it, the taste was incredible, i can't compare it to anything else and i couldn't get enough of his precum. After a while, he lifted me up and put me in the 69 position, i felt his cock start throbbing and knew he was coming, as the first jet of cum hit the back of my mouth he forced his whole length in me and i could feel his jizz coating my throat. Fuck this was amazing. It pushed me over the edge and i had the most powerful orgasm i've ever had. He turned me around and dribbled my cum into my mouth, which i proceeded to swallow. I stayed for a few more minutes before getting dressed and leaving. That whole day i was racked with guilt and couldn't believe what i'd done, but fortunately it wasn't long before my next encounter. Sorry if that was a bit long or boring, was the first time i've posted on here. If you want to hear more of my stories then i'd love to write them. Just going over this has got me so hard, think it's time for a wank.