Growing up in a small Welsh town spoilt by my mother was'nt that bad,of course sexual matters were never on the agenda.Of course I thought that wanking was something that I was the only young lad doing it.We did'nt have much of a close network of friends but occasionally somebody would mention about me having a girlfriend and my mother would say to my embarrassment that she was my girlfriend. My first real experience of man displaying an erection was when a distant cousin of my mothers stayed over in our house,when I was 18, there was only two bedrooms and my mother said we could use a foldup bed thing in my bedroom,I was'nt keen on the idea but my mother told me not to be silly and even worse as I was much smaller I could use the foldup. I was away to my bed before him who was still talking to my mother,my bedroom is small and not very dark at the best of times,a street light close by,I pretended to be asleep when he came to bed,he was,nt exactly very co-ordinated in the small space,on reflection he surely must have known I was'nt asleep.I supposed he would keep his underpants on,not having pyjames,but no,he's standing almost above me bollock naked. Now thats where things started to get different for me, I had developed a bit of a fascination around other lads dicks,it was my secret,I also secretly enjoyed being naked myself in the company of other lads and of course every so often one or other of us would get a hardon in the showers and pretend it was'nt sexual excitement because of the other lads dicks or shapely arse,nobody would ever admit that,I did'nt even know myself at that stage that I was gay. I had on occasion thought about other lads body's when I was wanking,but I'd never seen a naked girl so that was why I did that.Now here it is in my bedroom,I suppose the fact that he was standing above me gave a different perspective on his balls and his dick,but one thing was clear,he was well endowed. He waited until he heard my mother leave the bathroom and go in her bedroom and close her door and went naked to the bathroom,now I have no idea why but I've got my hand on my dick playing with myself thinking about the size of his balls and his dick and the view that I had from below him looking up between his legs,when he'd turned around I could see the shape of his arse and an unusual view of his crack when he bent to remove his underpants,his balls hanging down,but this was'nt another lad this was a fully grown man,my dick's hardened in my hand. When he returned I was'nt expecting to see this,I had no idea at the time,but I thought maybe every man got a hardon and did'nt make an attempt to hide it when there were just other men present,it was me who had it wrong.He was'nt in a hurry to get in bed,he got a comb out of his pocke and stood in front of the mirror combing his hair and now with his arms up like that his dick looked even bigger,I could see it move with his balls from side to side as he used his comb. I'm layed there holding my own rock hard dick,the urge to wank was almost impossible to resist,it was the first time that the thought of putting my dick between the cheeks of somebody's arse crossed my mind,my mind is playing tricks with me,as he's still not got in bed I'm thinking about of what it might be like to be holding his dick and not my own,then I'm thinking what it might be like if he was holding my dick. I pretended to be dead asleep when he reached down and took hold of the blanket that was covering me,I made no attempt to stop him as he pulled it down off me,he could'nt have missed me take my hand off my dick and indeed when the blanket was fully down he definitely could'nt miss my rock hard dick standing out of the band of my underpants. For some silly reason I continued to pretend to be asleep,even when I heard him say lovely,and still I acted as his hand touched my nipples,it was only when I felt his breath come over my face that I opened my eyes,I can still remember his smile just before his lips touched mine,I let him kiss me,I'd never been kissed on the lips before,he was on his knees by my bed. I felt his hand move down along my stomach,his tongue was exploring the inside of my mouth,I felt the first touch of his finger on my dick,at first just touching the trembling head then going inside my underpants and holding it in a gentle but manly grip,moving down to explore my balls.I could tell by his movement that his other hand was wanking his own dick. He started to wank me,I lay there and let him do it,to be honest I wanted him to do it and then I'm cumming in a tenth of the time it normally takes me,I was'nt even aware that he was cumming at about the same time. I knew he had a handfull of my spunk as he continued to play with my dick until I was completely emptied.I'll never know if my mother slept through our trips to the bathroom to clean up,he stayed with us for another week and even though we had sex every night we never once mentioned it to each other,other than that one time when he said lovely we never spoke to each other during sex sessions,without even planning it we took turns to wank each other,he was the first person to suck my dick and his was the first dick I sucked. I can remember my mother saying when he left,you'll be glad to get your bed back,I really missed him when he left,just wanking myself was never going to be the same again.