I've always had gay feelings and although now married and have grown up children I still have regular secret meets with guys but usaly now with one guy who is slightly older and also married its fantastic being with him he gets what his wife won't give and I get treated like the slut I am . I can recall years back to my late teens the very first time I thought about it and the fact I loved cock and was a slut back in the days before safe sex became the norm and if someone wanted to fuck you you just jumped into bed . I had went to a party in a shared house four bedrooms ,two in each room two rooms occupied by girls and two by lads , the party was in full swing and loads of people coming and going I was next to a guy called Paul one of the house mates and as the night went on I new he was coming on to me and I was loving the attention when he whispered I'm going up stairs are you coming follow me up in five minutes room next to the toilet and off he went . I waited in anticipation and followed , I went into his room it was dark but could make out with the street light two beds on either side of the room I could see Paul he pulled back the cover and said get in , so I stripped down to my underwear and got in he was naked his strong tight muscle body was warm next to mine we kissed and fondle each other he was definitely the dominant one which I loved as he pushed me down to suck his cock . After gagging on his cock for which seemed like a age he pulled me up and positioned me on my side so that we were spooning he reached over fumbling in the bedside drawer taking out something, which I now no was a jar of vasiline, after a little more fumbling I felt a finger going up inside of me it felt so good as he finger fucked me . I remember thinking hear I am with this hunk of a guy right up next to me feeling his naked warm body while he finger fucked me and I could hear voices and music downstairs , and the toilet flush next door , and the fact that people were only feet away was actually turning me on . Paul was kissing and bitting my neck he whisperer I going to fuck you and replacing his finger with the tip of his cock he placed his strong arm around my waste and pulled me back towards him slipping his cock in-between my vasiline cheeks and in to my bum and with each push he went further in till he was balls deep . I won't denie his entry was painful but I needed so much and after a while pain became pleasure, all too soon he came filling me with his spunk and although I hadn't came it felt so good the wetness as he pulled out and that trickle of cum running out and over my buttocks and that i had been a good slut satisfying my man . We fell asleep him tucked in to my back till the early hours when light woke me up and as I looked across to the bed next I realised that there was someone in it , I assumed it was Paul's roommate he was looking right at us , by this time Paul was gently rocking himself against me and prodding his hard on against my bum hole and I wanted him but was aware of this guy in the bed next watching ,OMG I thought why the fuck not . Paul then rolled me on to my front and mounted me fucking his cock right in making me yelp out in to the pillow , I was in heaven as he pushed me down into the mattress feeling my erection rubbing the sheet I soon came just as Paul came , when he was done with me he rolled off .I turened to face the other bed to see the guy watching and smiling with his cover off and supporting a massive cock . He then patted the bed for me to join him and with a gentle push on my bottom from Paul I got the message that Paul didn't mind if I joined his roommate in his bed . I got out of Paul's bed with his semen slick between my cheeks and joined his mate in his bed and after a while sucking his cock he had me on my knees with Paul watching , it was the best ever feeling later sitting on the loo having a pee listening to there combined cum dripping out of me and landing in the water. I joined them back in bed .it was then I had become a slut as they had me again .